haha last night me and my dadee stayed up till 2am eating baked beans and cup noodles. muaha. im fat
sighh im all alone cuz hannah and ally went home.. and julie's going to jias to sleep fer the night..and queefievon went home too. sighh. but ah wellx we had damn lots of fun todayss. after school (we went to chinatown todayss) jia and julie came back with me but ally hannah and vonnie decided to abandon us and go to ally's [fine..hang with the cooler kids not us] hahas and omg by the time we were in the car we were already going ccrrazzyy. julie brought her white big cloth which was so damn nice cuz her sis helped her sew black bats and pumpkins and stuff and sewed red beads on it.. damn nice.. and made holes onnit fer the eyes and stuff... so julie was like wearing it in the car and we were like opening the window and shouting happy halloween to people we didnt know and teachers cuz we were still in the schools carpark. muahaha. hahah damn paisei but so funnnn. thens we went back home and they were like totally disrupting my whole room. they were throwing my new cushions around the room.. and they kept tickling me and i rolled off the bedd and ended up like..a meter away from the bed...hahahas. damn funnysssss. thens we ordered pizza which we still haven finished... sighh. and then ally hannah and vonnie came..hahha. havoc. we all took showers and shit and changed.. i wore a black miniskirt and black racerback and the purple and black see through cloak (i think tts vannys or something but dunno how it ended up in my house..) and black stocking...von said i was kinda like a seducer..or something lydatt. and hannah was a witch (as always) but like.. a kinda cool and hip one.. cuz she had the lace choker and heelys which kept making her trip and spilling her candy all over the floor. hahas yeahh and jia was a pirate..hahahh with her big chunky shoes with broke..vonnie was like.. i dunno.. a what? a sorceror or something.. and ally was a whore. muaha. sorta like...i dunno. she was gonna be a waiter with the macs tray tt hannah stole from mcdonalds but she ended up as a slut. i dunno. with my sunglasses cuz she cant stop touching them
yeah so we got to wdlands at like 6.. and it started drizzling..damn. anyway we were like one of the firsts trick or treating...we got some pretty good candy tho. my mouths all..blue. anywayyy..o0o saw auntie phoebe too.. her friends were like pulling my costume and everything haaha. she was all excited haha...we left at like 8-ishh.. and we went into the gas station in our costumes and everyone was staring hahha..sang to my driver.. and shouted happy halloween to everyone we drove past...haha. damn fun lehs. we saw this girll.. who was like a hula dancer and coconut bra and everything...and then we went into a house..and the girl was there.. and the owner of the house was like "MICHEAL!" hahhahaha. omg it was a fricken guyyyyy...hahha... all of us were like what the fuckk.. hahah.yeah saw some really cool costumes... saw ozzy..scream...and all these other wierd people.. hahah. haha yeah so we came back to my house and played speed and shit and ate all of the candy... hahha then when hannah was the only one left..she accidentaly sat in the paint....and ahhahaha omg i opened the toilet door to let my dog out.. and hannah pretended to be scared of the dogg... so she ran to my table and jumped onnitt. and i was like wtf so i pulled her off... hahhaha and she landed on her asss. and the tables like more than a metre off the floor... hahahhaa....damn funnnnnnnyyyyyyy. hahhahaha. shit hhahahaha. loolllsssss. sighh.yeapyeap. gonna go eat satay laters -beatriz*lovemakestheworldgorounddd*

sighh slept till 12..woke up and talked to vannyhunny and she added me to the convo with jillian.. then i didnt know she was in school.. so i was like saying stuff about these 2 other sec1 girls how i saw them and they started staring at me.. then jillian was like im in the computer lab and they were standing behind herr.. haha. paiseipaisei..so they were like apologising and stuff. dunno lahss. anywayyyyyy.so thens went to ikea with moomie calvin and bryan..ate lunch dere..hughlyn came.. and saw tt p3 girl who lks like my age... and bought a really cool picture which my mom thought was really horrific..its like a hand painted completely red.. and you know when you do tt thing with yer index finger and your thumb and theres a hole? well yeah inside the hole was an eye... dman cool siaa.. and bought a black frame ferrit too.. o0o0o0o also bought like 4 pink orange and red cushions..damnnn nicce. \thens the driver was waiting outside and we were like blocking up the whole lane cuz we had to put all the shit in the trunk.. and like we had 5 people.. haa. damn pai sei lehs.

thens. eh tmr halloween lehss. im gonna be.. i dunno. ill just wear all black and wear tt cloak thingy..hrms. and be a... i dunno. yuck the macs fish mcdippers taste disguisting mann. so gross.and noww they have tt gross wasabi sauce shit. gross.i wanna pierce my nose.. my dad said if i do. hell make me wear a big ring connected to a chain so he can pull me around hahas.o0o tmrs sas's peace concert. sighh. hhah talking to izzie noww. deciding what to be tmr. hahhaha and shes telling me she has fairy wings so i say then be fairy lah wear white dress white skirt white shirt white bra white undie white socks white shoes white braces white earring blablabla ahhaa then shes like no i wanna be angel. then im like then be both lah aiyo who cares.. and shes like.. no! i dont wanna be some mixedd up thingyy ahahahhaha. and then she wants to be a devil and a superstar and a dunno what shit lah wadafak. cannot make up her mind. o0o i like tt song *fortune faded* by red hot chilli peppers.. its NEW! muaha.o0o and *breathe* by michelle branch and tt one by ludacris.. goes like "when i move you move..just like tt" o0o damnn nice sia. oh and tt *hole in the head* by sugababes. o-O damn nice.. OOH and *pump it up* joe budden.. and ..and...and...

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ive decided tmrs a holiday for MMMEEE only fer MMEEEEMMEMEMEMEMEME muaha. sigh. after school went home blablabla went fer guitar..jess was all retarded hahaha. darius thinks shes soo wierd. haha. cuz she kept mumbling something and when he asked what she said she was like "oh nono nothing nothing" like so many times and she was soo blurr. hahahhaa. so funny. and she couldnt stop laughing so she couldnt playy.. muahaha damnnn farni mann.sighh. after tt my mom picked me up and she needed to go to the clinic or something cuz she said she had.. grogginess or some crap lydat..ands she went to far east (not tt far east) and i just walked off to zara. nothing to buyy lehhhh. haa thens i walked back and walked around like a dumbass talking to kelly abt *****. muahaha.whala. thens went back home and slept fer like three hours and blabla. sighh. o0o my life is really...exciting huhh? JOY! -beatriz*luvyoubaby*

whalala. vannydear has joined the cooool club and made a bloggie. hahaha muaha. jkjk.

sighh. im so sadd. i just got grounded fer a damn weeeeeeeeekk. no going out. except fer tmrs guitar lesson with my baby jess and i dunno abt halloween. o0o i like this diana krall song my mommas playing nowws. so nice.. her voice is so smoooooth and relaxing.. damnnn nice. sighh. IM GROUNDEEDDDDD. hrms. what to doo. anywayyy, i got grounded cuz my dad thought i was lying to him again when i came home an hour later than curfew and told him tt aither the drivvers or my phone had something wrong and he thought it was a lame excuse so he grounded me when i tried to explain. so much fer being an understanding daddeee huh? sighhh sighhhh sighhhh.

vanee you owe me something fer the help with yer bloggie muaha -beatriz*luvyoudarling*

o0o0o.. sick of chicken rice.. last night went out at 12.30-ish (technically this morning) till 1.30 and ate chicken rice. hahas. thens went back and slept at 2am.. and school was a waste of time cuz we had lifeskills.. and today we had like cooking first..and then sewing or something.. and we cooked chicken rice again which tasted like shit and omg during sewing.. it was so boring and izzie was bugging me fer gum..so after she took it out iwanted to take the whole tube of smarties out.. so i hid it in my jacket. omg. everything came out..damn it was so funny.. the whole room became silent and and everyone was staring.. and i was like.. SHIT.. like damn loud.. the parent volunteers were like.. what the hell... and haha. then i threw the jacket onto the chair in front of me and all my coins came out.. hahaha it was sooo funny. kai ling was like eating them off the floor. hahahaha. oh yeah.. heard kai ling and anna got into the joshua ang finals? haas. anna can you even speak chinese? ahh no. shes like british isnt she. no russian. no..uh some wierdd thinggggg.oh and tt stupid fat bitchy vice principal scolded a whole bunch of us fer stopping outside the school..and holding up traffic and she had to give me extra bookings or something fer wearing ankle socks. and shes like raping me and shit and im standing there smelling her cheap perfume. i feel sorry for juls. the fat bitch is her neighbourr. hahaha. sighh so sad right? hahas . anywaeee after school me vonnie and jessie [took a bus] back to jessies house.. and on the bus ms bei and mrs ng was on the buss. lol. and we were totally like disgracing the school man....damn funn.hahha.then we stopped on the way at cold storage and met van poo..tsao hui and hoi guen.. hahas. [imitation chocolate] haha lol vanessa. then we saw cheryl there.. and like..i called my mom to tell her i wasnt coming home fer lunch. she was like totally bitching on me cuz she was gonna cook her dunno what spaghetti shit lah i dunno. ahya wtvr thens we walked back to jessies house and after von , being the extra, changed and shit complaining about her.. ahems. we tk a BUS down to far east.. and we started walking around like idiots cuz of yvonne and tk these super niceeee neoprints. damnnn nice. hahas.oh on the burger king window theres like the wwf girl in a feather boa and shes in a fricken thonggggg. hahas. i thought this shithole of a singapore was too strict to even make chewing gum illegal..still can put women in thongs in the middle of orchard.. haas this place is screwed up... then blablabla went back to jessies at likee.. 4++++ cuz it got so damn boringg. and like.. hahahhahahha. it was just so damn funny. yvvonee was like complaining abt her big ahems again and haha. i dunno lah. damn funny. o0o. yayy ally jia juls yvonne hannah celine izzie jessie and some other ppl.. were all gonna go out fer halloween and well totally be disgracing local school-ers cuz were probly going to wdlands.. and hahaha. yeah were just gonna make a fool of ourselvess hahas. sighhhh. but so funn. sighh. im talking shitsss. ldfhadgf whalaala. yeah. -beatriz*willieverseeyouagain*

i hate my toes.theyre ugly.

MY: /Name: beatriz
/Piercings: 8 closed 5 left
/Tattoos: o0o. angel wings and stars
/Height: 160-ish
/Shoe size: 8.5-9ish
/Hair color: black kinda brownish. i dont like my hair. i wanna have soft curls..
/Siblings: older bro + sis
Last:
/Song you listened to: ashanti *rain on me*
/Song that was stuck in your head: shut up by black eyed peas (lol the shutup just shutup shutup part haha)
/Cd you bought: john mayer *heavier things* mandy moore *coverage* limp bizkit *results may vary* ludacris
*chicken n beer* /Person you've called: last person is baby vanee
Do:
/You have a crush on someone: haas yeahh
/You wish you could live somewhere else: hell yeah..i miss LA.. and maybe hawaii
/You think about suicide: ...no but life still sucks
/You believe in online dating: ...o0o. no tts fer despos
/Others find you attractive: haha you tell me
/You want more piercings: yeah my 3rd ones infected and its closing up.. gonna pierce it again before i go back to LA
/You like cleaning: uh not exactly
/You write in cursive or print: print..which sometimes lks like cursive anyway
For or against:
/Long distance relationships: if we trust each other yeah maybe
/using someone: against.
/Suicide: uhh for against. i dunno. haha
/Killing people: for and against haha
/Teenage smoking: for and against. i cant control what people wanna do with their lives.
/Gay relationships: theyre ok .. lah.
/Soap operas: theyre gay
Have you:
/Ever cried over a girl: yeahh
/Ever cried over a boy: uhh.. let me think. i guess.
/Ever lied to someone: haha yeahh. alot. but not to my friends cuz i luvem theyre my bitches
/Ever been in a fist fight: er.. dont think so.
What:
/Shampoo do you use: erm i fergot.
/Are you scared of : .....spiders. and stuff. and..getting raped. haha
Number:
/Of times I have been in love?: ill say this again... infatuations are the furthest i can ge to love. man i gotta whole life ahead of me.
/Of times I have had my heart broken?: none...?
/Of girls I have kissed? .....i dont exactly swing tt wayy
/Of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? my. mom. ew ok tt sounds really nastty.
/Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? i dunno. i cant really trust anyone at this point in my life,.,.
/Of times my name appear in the newspaper: none
/Of scars i have on my body: alottttt
/Of things in my past that I regret?: oh god these shits keep asking the same damn questions. ill repeat it. many. cuz i was one of those people who you couldnt trust one time too so im glad i still have all of you. love yazz. *hugsandkisses*
Do you think you are:
/Pretty: ahaa. uhh. tell me
/funny: haha. i think. im either funny-sarcastic.. funny.. funny-corny or.. just. not funny. haha i dunno lahhh.
/Friendly: yeah i guess
/Amusing: haha.
/Ugly: yeah.
/Loveable: o0o. i love loveee! love makes the world gorounnddddd and rounndd.
/Caring: not all the time
/Sweet: haas uhhh yeah?? i dunno
Favourite:
/5 letter word: bitch. fuckk. fuker..hella. aight. hahhaa.
/Actor or actress: ...ummm .... ME! haha noos. uhh. sean william scotts just so damn funny and kiera knightleys just so damn hott..yeahh
/Cartoon: who watches tt shit anyway
/Cereal: ...o-o kokokrispies. the ones here tastes like crap tho. get the ones in america. yum
/Chewing gum: ......juicy fruit or something
/Color(s): hot pinkkk and blackkk
/Day of week: saturday and friday cuz its PARTAYE TYMMM YEHHH
/Least fave day: uhh.
/Flower: ooo0o000oo00oo i love flowers theyre so cool. and so prettyyy
/Jewelry: rings and my newest binge are those leather braceletssss so nicee
/Special skills/talents: being funny. haha. tts an accompishment huh
/Summer/Winter: both
Person who last
/Slept in your bed: ..my...dog.
. /Saw you cry: my dad. and my dog.
/Made you cry: dadee
/You went to the movies with: allybaby vanee and julie
/Yelled at you: my mom or something
/Sent you an email: junk mail
Have you ever
/Said "I love you" and meant it?: no. haha.
/Gone out in public in your pajamas: haa yeah.
/Kept a secret from everyone: haha yeahh
/Cried during a movie: close to tt.
/Planned your week based on the TV Guide: what a waste of time
/Been on stage: yeah and got stage fright
/Been to New York: no.
/Been to California: born dere. o-O i love my cali.
/Hawaii: i wanna get married on their beaches!!!whalala
/China: ....i think.
/Canada: uhh i thinkk
/Europe: yeah its hella boring.
/Asia: i live here
/Wished you were the opposite sex: uhh. no.
/What time is it now? 11pm
/Apples or bananas?: both. o0o especially when theyre apple-banana-peanutbutter-sandwiches. ooo theyre so good
/Blue or red?: redd and black and hot pink!
/What are you gonna do after you finish this?: smell my dogg. muaha
/What was the last meal you ate?: my mcdonalds.
/Are you bored?: no. yeah. no. yeah.
/Last noise you heard?: mom shoutingh
Last time you went out of state/province?: yesterday muaha
Friendship and Love
/Do you believe in love at first sight?: yeah when you believe in love you can believe in everything tt has to do with love
/Do you want children one day and if so, how many: ....i have a long way to go
/Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust and love. haha.
Other Information
/Thing you dislike about yourself the most: ....uhhHhHhh.my toes. i hate them
/Worst feeling in the world: heartbroken and ...uh. stomachaches. haha
/Who you love: o0o all my friends.
/Who i miss: not saying
You
Nickname(s): bebe...beeeeeee.
Initials: bdhq
How old do you look?: old. people say i look like 15-17. i dunno.
How old do you act?: not 12 i guess..
Braces?: yeah black and hot pink! whala. they suck butt
Do you have any pets?: 4 dogs..2 almost dying.. damn we used to have 30 rabbits cuz they kept giving birth but they all died or ddiseases and shit. my dog ate some.
You get embarrassed: ....
What makes you happy?: my friends.
What upsets you?: ..uhh. i dunno my momma
Finish the sentence:
I Love to: eat and sleep right after tt. o0o i like to crap too.
I Miss: ......uuuuuhhhh. cali.
I Wish: i owned zouk.
I Hope: i dont grow fat. haha i dunno
I'm Annoyed by: people like you
I Am: beatriz. the one and only
h I Want to Be: beatriz the one and only
I Would Never: not be beatriz the one and only
I'd Rather: beatriz the one and only
I am Tired of: .........nothing im just tired. tho i slept till 2pm todays.
others
Do u like to sing in the shower? haa. Uhh no
Do u like to sing in the toilet? ew no
Sign: aries
Sex: girlll
Righty or lefty: righty
What do you want in a relationship most? love! hee trust is important too.
Have you ever cheated on someone: uhh no actually
Martial status: singlee
Do you have a car? not my own
What kinda car do you want? o0o sports cars. lovem i wanna ferrarri and a mercedes cl500
Movie: .....ummMmmm. 2fast2furious dood i love her pink car
what school do u go to? scgs
have you ever taken drugs? nope
What's a major turn on guys/gilrs for you? funny,looks and personality
How far would you go on a first date? haha. depends.
Which 7 people do you trust and are open with the most? my friendss. mostly vanny kelly jessy vonny
what do you think of your "soulmates"/bestfriends? luvem
is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? no cuz its sluttish?
Are you happy? haha. uhhh.
What's an object you can't live without? music and love. im a romantic man!
Love or Lust? love...
Silver or gold? silver. golds too..ahma-ish.
Diamond or pearl? diamondss o0o.
Sunset or sunrise? both the same
Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: hahha hell no
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no they make my eyes all itchy
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? the person i love the most
What's your favourite sport? tennis
What's your favourite instrument? guitar right now since its the only thing im learning
What makes you happy? friends i love.
What r you gonna buy/get? urrm. i wanna... silver sony vaio. the new one. its soo small and soo cooll.
specs or contact lens? i dont wear any ofem but contact lens cuz i hate specs
What's the best advice given to you? ........love is cool. haha
Have you ever won any special awards? uurrrMM. shit. first in class in p1? yeah but the sums ar elike 1+2 haha. but now im the last in class so..
What are your future goals? tennis player for us open.. yeah. i dunno havent really thought about it yet.
Worst sickness u ever had? hate stomachaches but.. sickness? uhh dunno
Do you like Funny or scary movies better? funny + scaries
On the phone or in person? .....
Hugs or Kisses? o-O both.
Wat songs seems to reflect you the most? misundaztood
If you die tml who would u leave everything u own to? ...uhhh. i dont own alot. haha
Do you have any enemies? nope
Would you rather be rich or famous? both...ahha
Have you met santa? im sure.
what woudl u do If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign asking to use your phone? say peace back
when did u last talkk to the person u like? lonnggg time ago
Whats your email address? crazy_nut113@hotmail.com
Are you an alcoholic? hhaa. alcoholic-in-training
what time is it now? 11.30pm.

im mentally retarded. yeap. got back last night at like 8++ then i typed a whole buttload out and i erased it. omg am i stupid or what. anyway.. slept till 2pm today. didnt go to school. just didnt feel like it. so today was a holiday from myself. muaha. anyway.. after i woke up took a shower and stuff.

vanee. yknow everytime you call im always taking a fukken shower.

the point? you have bad timing. anyway, then after i took a shower went to united sq macs to meet vanee babee and julie babie. vanee bought a hamster. pudding. supposedly. haha. and she bought the fricken n-gage. tt phone is so stupid..anywayy..thens vanees sis came ..thens after eating macs we walked around and stuff bought blaCk and hoTpiNk pens and markers!! yayyyy. thens we went back to vanee darhlings cribb. hahas. watched american pie the wedding and she has the uncensored one. hahasss damn farnii. ands cher was telling us about their pet's names.. their snake is pookie..hamsters pudding..fish is peepoo(it died)..something else is poopee or something. then they have scorpions and rabbits and lizards and chameleon and blaablaablaa. yehh. they keep wierdd pets. and thens my momma made my driver come at five thirty.. hrms. so damn.. what. haha. and i went to buy macs again at tanglin mall bought like 3 burgers..2 apple pies..large fries a large coke and a small orange Mcfizz all fer myself. actually. my granpapa paid me twenty bucks fer the fillet-o-fish and my mom tk an apple pie. i still ate a shitload. hahas. thens sat on my bedd eating and reading magss.hha. im such a pigg. hrms.

anywaee about hong kong.. hella boringg. and only did shopping on the last 2 dayss.haha and when i was at my midget cousins house (joyce.. shes 11 and 2 heads shorter than me)..i was hungry so i ate her fries tt she told me was only from awhile ago.. but knowing her she probly left it there fer 6 hours considering the fact tt she never washes her hands after fukken taking a shit. hahas. yeah. so i gotta a stomachache when i went back to the hotel.. yeap. tt faggot. anywayy.after eating her fries i was still hungry so she made me walk twenty fricken blocks just to get to the supermarket..and it was uphill..which she said was just 3 mins away.. took like 15 mins.. anywayy. bought like.. a whole shitloadda candyy. hahas. so funny. and the supermarkets next to a basketball court and stuff.. so on the way back we got followed by these sakteboarders and bballers.. hahas. like these 3 15year olds. and halfway one of the stupid guys rolled the basketball and hit my feet with it.. and i almost frickenhell tripped mann. the hill was so steep.hahas. they stopped following us after tt. hahas. and thens my brother was asking me what the difference between a sanitary padd and a undie liner was back at the hotel. hahahah. damn. the blankets were so coldd. sighhhhhhh.

oh btws. decided not to go to europe so ill be spending halloween with vonqueefy and hannah and allybaby and whoever else is going. still haven decided what im gonna be yet. hrms. yeahh. okay i need to go take a piss right noww. -beatriz*luvyou*

hey babayyeee! hahaxxx in hongkongerss nowss. yeapp in my little midget cousins housenoww. hong kongs boring. all youcan do here is eatt and shit. ahhh. haven been shopping much eitherr..hrmzz.boringss. only boughtt. 2 halters.some face shitt. velour tracksuitt.umm.chocolate.a beltt. yeahhhhhh.this isshit huhh.okiez. mighttype when i get back tosingapore this keyboard is so shitt. -beatriz*hugx&kissex=loveyouu!missyou*

ahh. told you my mom never keeps her promises. now cuz of her i cant go fer guitar. arghh. too bad. youre the one paying fer it so youre wasting your own money. muaha. ands my dadees throwing these realllllyyy scary tantrums and its making everyone in the house angry too. -including the maids. totally suckks. leaving for hong kong in about 4 hours. watch outt everyone..cuz hong kong here i comme. yeap. i wanna go there and get a haircutt. maybe nott. i dunno. depends on my mood. terday suckkkksssssssss. very badd. not allowed to go out. not allowed to go to guitar. not allowed to stone on my bed. not allowed to lock my door. not allowed to talk bak to my parents. yeah. my dads rreally supperr pissed. its so scaree. better go noww. -beatriz*imgonnamisseverybodeeluvyouferevers*

braces fukken hurts. i swear to god im gonna take it off by next yr. who cares. its pain like ass. kae anywae. i hate today. everything sucks terday. its technically not terday anymore but it still sucks. stole a whole plate of bread from my moomie and ate almost all of it. and there were like 10 pieces. i was happily eating stoning dere hating my braces when she had to stormm in and start scolding me fer taking her shit. wtf. shes like "you think its very funni right?" wadafak only bread. thens slept till 8.. and my braces really really hurt i couldnt eat so i asked the maid to make me porridge.. so miserable. it feels really awful. bernice i dunno how you can stand wearing it fer 3 years. really painnn. had to take a few panadols and tt still doesnt werk. grrRrrRRrr. thens tk a show and went ter my daddees rm to bum arounndd.. watched evolution and some other dunno what wierd shower thens my mama started bitching abt how loud the tv was. got pissed with her and went back to my own rm.. then in my rm i suddenly saw this black shit fly across. omg i was sared shitless. so i had to call my dadee to come help me kill it.. haha. i thought it was a flying cockroach budden it turned out to be a lizzard. hahax. thens my dad pretended tt the thing bit him and shouted thens i started screaming hahaha. yeap. dont think i can go ter sleep... i hate my braces. hate my braces hate my braces hate my braces hate my braces. -beatriz*lovingyouferever*

ahh. bec.. thnx fer ripping off my fricken answers too.

went the dentist first thing this morng with calvin and bella..and put my friggin bottom braces. i hate it. its pain like ass. today is shit day. put blaCk and hOtpiNk.. yay. thens wentt to tanglin mall with my moomie. budden tt stupid woman made me wait fer an hour doing nothng sitting dere like a dumbfuck. ands she didnt let me go home. thens once she finished shes like "why didnt you just take a cab and go home?" argh. fucker. thens she sent me home after she met her friend.. then i stoned at home cuz my teeth hurt so friggin badd. so i ate some sausages..made it worse.. so ate some icecream to numb it.ate alloott. gave my dog the rest. thens went to zara... hoping to be able to exchange my pants ffor a smaller size budden they didnt have it..thens went to the doctor across liat towers with my moomie. then when i asked her if i could go out she became all sarcastic on me again. thens shes like "fine.. 45 min" then im like "what?! you got serious mental problem kae...whatever im going out" and i just walked out. she seriously has mental problem..thens she couldnt shout cuz it was a clinic..muahaha. then met vanneee at far east.. bought low rise jeans..like 5 pairs of the same earrings..a cd (ludacris chicken and beer).. ands a black cuff with studs on em..thens went home....rotting at home now again. mamass all chirpy and happy and giggly and bouncy. yuckk. -beatriz*thnxvanneefertodaysloveyouferever*

okiez finally got my clothes fer dinner. first we went to taka.. thens we went to guess. and bought this purpleish-blackish silk halter.. thens wanted to get a soft pink corduroy pants to match budden it was the smallest size and still too bigg.. so we went down to miss selfridge.. and bought something like the pants tt was too bigg but it was a skirt.. bought tt.. and a pair of jeans with "honey" on the butt..so nicceeee! they used to have angel but there was no moreee.sigh. thens went to mng.. didnt find nething sos we went homee. got changed and everything.. then went fer dinner. wasnt too bad. normally grandpapa has these bigg bigg parties but ternight wasnt anything fancyy. tits wore simple black sweater over a white shirt..val came late and wore her casual clothes since she went outt. smelly melly wore ..i cant rmbr...i think it was a brown tank tt made her look FLAT and brown pants.. haha. and bec wore a mini skirt and a pretty long red tube w a belt..the restaurant was fricken cooollddddd i swear. we had to hang out in the toilet cuz it was too cold. haha ands we exchanged shoes. lol. i dunno. we wanted to go fer a movie budden mellys parents didnt letem. so sadddd. ooohs. haha. im in the nov 17 mag. lol. a tiny pic. i look soo fffaaaattttt.yuckkiieeee. it was frm the 17 bday thing at zouk. just lk for a girl who looks fat wearing a toga with a few other girls. heex. i think i was with bec,glenna,val,melly and gayle. yeah. gonna go outt tmrs since im going away on wednesday already..hahaha my daddees so funni. he was lyk "why you have to have so many earholes? disguisting. you know water will leak thru???" hahahahaha.so funni. hes crazee.
btw jess and vonnie.. reallly sorry i cant do the project with you guyss. yeahh i know i promised ill contribute haha butt not my fault kssss. ill get you your gum anywaee and have fun without mee for halloweeennn... :(but jess.. see you for guitar on wednesdayy.. moomie said i can go to the airport right after lessons. hehax. -beatriz*loveyouforevers*

whalalalala. this morning my uncle frm australia came into my rm and started waking me up. haha. thens after tt i couldnt go back to sleep soo i woke up and followed my mama to the salon. nows my hairs all curly wurlliiiiieeeee.yayy. its so niceee. saws michelle gg and grandmama theres. haha and the blow thingy tt my granmama was using sudddenly like popped. she was so scaredd.hahas. thens after tt me and mama went to holland v for lunchh. ate at this wierdd italian place. but the food wasnt good..very slow and the place smelled grosss. yuckk. then we went back home.. hahaha..in the car i secretly tk 300 bucks frm my mamas wallet and she didnt even know..hahaha. then i sang fer her and once we got home and rushed outta the car and ran up to my rm laughing awayy and i lockedd the door.haha then she was like .."huh? whats wrong? youre so wierd!" hahas.then she opened her wallet and i was still in my room and i could hear her screaming :"bebbeeeeeee! gimme baack my marneyyy or ill stranggglleeee yyooouuuuu!!!!!!" hahahahahahahaha. so funni. hahahaheeaasss. sighhh. so funniii. thens after awhile i got dressed and stuffs. and just finished my manicuree. now theres pretty purple flowerss on my pinkk naillss. yayy. hee. before tt i had pink flamingos on my purple naills budden tt stupid fat ms.kwok asked me to take it off. gGgGgGGgggGGggggRRrrrrrrRrRRRrRrrr. thens later i hafta go finds my dress fer ternightx.yeeppp. -beatriz*hugx+kissex*

-- Name: beatriz d
-- Birthplace: los angeles, CALIFORNIA BABAYE!!!! lolx.
-- Current Location: singapore
-- Eye Color: hrmz. dark brownish? i want turquoise eyes tho. damn cool.
-- Hair Color: hmm. brownish with light brown streaks
-- Height: 160cm? dunno.
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: aries (baaaaa)
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: i dunno. my whole families mixed. moms shanghainese-from hong kong..dads..malaysian chinese or something..bro is singaporean..sis is same as me...ahh i dunno.
-- Your fears: death+love. actually. i LOVE love. love is great. :))) love is cool. i love love...haha. yeah.
-- Your perfect pizza: extraaa cheese. sometimes mushroom but i like to keep things simple
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: hmMmMmmMmmmMMM.be more spontaneous..exciting..hip..energetic..blablabla. i think im too..lazy..
LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: shit
. --ur best physical feature: urrmmmMmmMmm. i have a cute little stomach! haha. yeah.
-- Your bedtime: ...depends..mostly after 1130 if im not feeling tiredd..
-- Your most missed memory: young innocent daes.
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke.. pepsi tastes like butt
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds..for..apple pie and fries and stuff but i like burger king's mushrm swiss too tho.yum.
--single or grp dates: urmmmMmmM. depends on how im feeling..o0o
-- Adidas or Nike: nike.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
-- Chocolate or vanilla: errrmmm vanilla.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: mocha frappies. (yes bernice you influenced me)
LAYER FIVE:
-- Cuss: ?? motherfuckerchaocheebyegiahlumpahchuttomtodengahstupidfuckingputoese haha. tt was fun..:))
-- Sing: i am beautifulllllllll no matter what they sayyyy words canttt bring me downnnn
-- Take a shower everyday: duh
-- Have a crush(es): lol. yeah. who doesnt?
-- Do you think you've been in love: no. infatuations are the furthest i can get to love.
-- Want to go to college: yeahh if i can get in
-- Like(d) high school: havent been there
-- Want to get married: yeapp.
-- Believe in yourself: .....o0o0o0o0o0o
-- Get motion sickness: uhh no
-- Think you're attractive: ...i dunno you tell me
--think ur a health freak: not exactly.
-- Get along with your parent(s): not exactly all the time.
-- Like thunderstorms: ...............
-- Play an instrument: used to play piano + violin..taking up guitar now..then drums and maybe vocals with jess and von nxt yr..
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: think so. i cant rmbr..
-- Had Sex: hell no
-- Made Out: nooooo
-- Gone on a date: haha. no. aint tt sad?
-- Gone to the mall: haha yea.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: uhhh no im not THAT fat
-- Eaten sushi: i think so..
-- Been on stage: not in the past mnth tho
-- Been dumped: lol. no
-- Gone skating: errr noo
-- Made homemade cookies: nope too hot.,.
-- Gone skinny dipping: hha err..taking a shower counted??
-- Dyed your hair: noopies
-- Stolen anything: no LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: o0o0o0o
-- Been caught "doing something": hell noo!
-- Been called a tease: ....
-- Gotten beaten up: uhh dont think so
-- Shoplifted: Nos
-- Changed who you were to fit in: uhhhh i dont think so
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: errr not really..o0o0o wedding dresssss!..i love wedding dresses
-- Numbers and Names of Children: ..3? dunno yet.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: on the beach..not exactly a good description
-- How do you want to die: lol. a painless death
-- Where you want to go to college: anywhere with good parties and good booze
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: entertainer..no not that kinda entertainer.. like..actress and stuff.
-- What country would you most like to visit: right now.w..bahamas..and anywhere with a clear white beach
LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? ...blue grey or brwn
-- Best hair color? ...depends
-- Short or long hair: short and spiky for a guy..long for a girl
-- height: ..average??
-- Best weight: .....not overweight i guess.. i dunno.
-- Best articles of clothing: o0o0o. STYYYLLEEE!
LAYER TEN:
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: .....
-- Number of CDs that I own: ..arnd 80 or something. i dont count.. but its filling up my cd case which holds 80.. so there.
-- Number of piercings: in my whole life..13. but im only left with 5. grrrrrrRRrrRRr.
-- Number of tattoos: none. wishing for my angel wings and stars
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: uhhhh none?? im not exactly famous or singapore-known as you can tell. im a nobodie. yeap. tts it. a nobodie.
-- Number of scars on my body: ...many? shaving cuts
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: unreliable and untrustable. and being out of control. glad ppl didnt give up on me after what i did to them.and im speakng frm my hrt.

my daddees really crazy. haha. yeah.
slept the whole aftnn till dinnertime then moomie cooked roast beef and potatoes and garlick brd. yumyunm. thankful for a mommy tt can cook so well.after dinner bummed arnd and sat on the bed like a buddha eating chocolate then decided to take a shower. yeah. sunday nights are just so spontaneous huhh? o btw. hols plans are alll planedd outt.
oct 22nd-26th ---hong kong.
30th-12th nov ---europe.
nov 20th - 2004 ---americaaaa!!!
yippeeeee. miss america sho sho much..sigh. nxt yr im also planning on moving to diaryland cuz there are so many templates for dirayland and not blogspot and i already found this really ultra coooool lesbian one for it so.. yeah. then ill use this for end of yr shoutouts and stuffs..yupyup.grandpapas buffdae tmrs. dunno what to wearrRrRrrRrrRRRrr! aHhHHHH needd a dress for dinneeerrrrr! nneeeddd a dreessss! kae. tmrs gonna spend the whole dae searchin fer a nice dresssss. unca from australias gonna come dwn too. actly. hes alreadaye coming dwn. too bad my cuzzins cant cum. :((. they still hv exams. sho sho shad. hrmz. haven seen them fer a loooong looonnggggg tym. -beatriz*hugx+kissex*

[saturday]after lunch juls came over..watched tv and ate yoghurt which was nasty. thens vanny came. thenss ally baby. then at 4++ we went down to far east..bought my hoop earrings than walked over to lido...then we watched intolerable cruelty.pretty good actually. didnt think it was comedy-ish..but its really funny. catherine zeta jones is so goddamn fuckkinggggg hott!!! whabiang ah.
then after the movie ally and juls came back home with me..and wierdo vanny just walked offf. dunnos. then we went to play tennis. haha saturday night and noone except us was playing...after tennis we went to eat some crab stuff. pretty nasty but anyway..then i went home and had to take a shower in my brudders rm cuz jellybean pissed and crapped all over my fucking bathrm floor. smelled sooo goddamn nasty i swear.thens my daddeee came over and he made me eat ice cream.. i was still on my first and he already finished his third one. my goshheeesssss.and my whole bed was filled with ice cream wrappers.thens he only left at one in the morning after eating like dunno how many ice creams alrdy..haha. wierdo. and my brothers friend came over (one of his munkeees) and they had this crazy movie marathon till 6.30 this morning. haha. crazy people. they watched 8 hours of movies..haha.thens my brudder was spossed to wake me up at 3 this morng to go for supper budden tt stupid boy nvr. slept untill 12nn today thens michelle gg came over for dunno whats. and after she left went out fer lunch at funan.. with my family. and my brudders friend.thai. yumyum. im hoping my daddeees gonna buy me der really super coooool sony vaio.. very extra small one. damn cool sia. thens after looking around for while we ate some kaya toast at ahkun or wtvr you spell it. thens came back home. i need to go to far east to buy summore earrings. and the alcohol ferrit... my third earholes all infected and bleeding and. yuckkkk. -beatrizzzzz*hugx&kissex*

im blessed to be the one.
im blessed to be yours.
im blessed to be within your call if you need me.
im blessed to be with you.
im blessed to know your name.
im blessed to be able to hold your hand.
im blessed to call out for you.
im blessed to even know you.
im blessed..blessed to have you by my side, day and night,hour by hour, second by second,generation by generation.

tt was to not really a particular sumone but i just felt all dreamy and romantic..and lovey..and sigh. yeah..haha.(kelly i know youre laughin nows rights?) im so happy cuz i FINALLY went to zara last night.. spent like 300 bucks on these really cool stuffs. so happeeeeeeeeeeeeee. but im broke..im still happy anyway. haha. bought 2 pairs of pants..one black corduroy and one jeans...2 plain sleeveless shirts black and red...one polo shirt..one red halter tt says cheerleader...one belt..and..and..normally zara's stuff are really cool but now its the fall/winter collctn so the stuffs all like.. thick coats and wierd stuff. hahas. -beatriz

hating my mom right now.nvr keeps her promises and blames shit on udder pple but ends up making a fool of herself. then tries to "cheer" you up by making this stupid un-funny sarcastic comment or lame joke or something. (which she think is very funny) .ughhh. watever womann.
anywaes, went fer lunch at blood bros paragon..then went for tennis todaes at school. very very extremely tedious stuff.very tiring also. then stupid me nvr bring towel or water. dying down dere already.. this girl had to offer me water. and i was the only p6 mans.. only knew sarah..and not very well either...ahya but quite fun.. sstuff i found out:

-coach is damnnn scary..one mistake and his raquet comes flying atcha..i think alotta ppl scared of him alrdy
-on normal daes der coach will bring food for them..then on hols the team has to bring fd for each udder..
-whalao.. the coachs eyes are damn cool sia.. greenish greyish beigeish. damn cool.

yeah..pretty fun but you haf to be veryvery comitted if you wanna join der team cuz he really pushes you very hard..sighs. o0o damn tyrd nows. came back at 5++..gonna go watch underworld laters at abt 9++ with melly.. haven watch movie in damn long time alrdy mans.was gonna go to zara but cuz of my stupid mom not going anymores. gonna go watch tv thens do somethings else tt doesnt involve her. -beatriz*luvisindair-whereareyounow?willieverfindyouagain?*

hahaaax.haha. hashims my tennis coach. and hes so funny. ahhaha. and pervertic but anyway,.. you see.. abt the story last night..see...we were playing tennis... and the 2 guys (which are kinda cute lol) kept staring at us... then 4 of us played, me, bec, mich and hashim.. and i was on hashims side.. then hashim (who lost his voice)..started saying.. "oi bebe.. you know those 2 guys keep staring at you" and i started laughing..then i looked at them and theyre like.. ok yeah staring. anyway we just played anyway..then after awhile they accidentaly hit the ball over.. so i ran over to get it.. and stupid hashim started laughing and winking and was like "see i told you they like you" aahaha. stupid hashim...then after lessson i sat on hashims ball cart and asked him to push mee..then hes like "kk put your buns on here" hhahahahhaa. so pervertic.sighsighsigh. -beatriz

hrmz. juz tk a shower after i came back from holland v.. went der for bbt and stuff after tennis..saw shumei and tabi dere... i heard tabi was lyk spreading rumours and shits abt me to the sec1s and stuff.whalao. pple you dunno also must spread rumours wan. anywae, tennis was cool tonite. except i only had 20 mintues of it cuz hashims ass hurt or something lydats. and these 2 guys in the court next to us kept staring at me.. so freaky. bec and auntttttttt michelle played also and ate up all the rest of the 1hr and 40min.. hrmz. haizzzz. then pinkie came and we finished at abt 9+++. might be going to sec block tmrs for tennis training.. adeline called me jus noww and asked me to go tmrr and stuffs. dont even know who she is.. hahaz.kinda tiredd -beatriz

i wanna believe tt you will know my name.
i wanna believe tt you will call me time and time again.
i wanna believe tt you will be dere fer me when i call.
i wanna believe tt you will accept it all.
i wanna believe tt you will accept me as i am.
i wanna believe tt fer me,you will do whatever you can.
i wanna believe tt you will love me too.
i wanna believe tt its love.
but i cant. cuz its only an infatuation. or izzit reely love?

i wanna go to the beach. i really want to. grrr.but im so tyrd. dint go fer school todaes cuz it was the stupid swimming exam.. so didnt go.. went fer guitar lesson yesterday wif jess. quite fun.. only learnt the basics but its better than nothing rights? yeahh. then went to queensway to buy my tennis stuffs.ssighh. my brudders banging his drums downstairs and makin an assmunch of a noise.. he and his munkees hv been here everyday for 2 or 3 days or sumthin playing drums and guitar and everythin they can even put their hands on. very noisy. hrmzz. haha and just noww i walked into his rm and this guy was soo cuute. he was asleep on the bed wif his hands and legs sticking out of der bed aha. so cuute. and all the pillows were on top of himm.hahah. and hes so small. lyk abit the taller than me lahx but hes 3 yrs older so tts kinda short anit? or maybae im just a little too tall. yeahh that must be it. hehaxx. going away to hong kong 22-26..europe 30-12..shanghai 16-20.. sorry ally..no halloween partaye. heex. im pretty angry but pretty happy. cuzz tennis camps cancelled cuz im the only one who responded for it.. so stupyd ryte? budden theyre gonna ask me to go intro me to der blablablas and the blablablasss. haa yeahh. i dunno whts going on aktually.hahax.then hapee cuz im gonna go play tennis tonyte!!heehee. im so giggly terdays. went fer lunch todaes at this supossedly old lighthouse thing.. across centro at fullerton. french food. quite nice but not so good.hrmz. then went for kaya toast yummy yummy. whalalala. i like my outfit terdays.. like a zara mini skirt..its black red and white and words of love onnit, a red and black mango off-the-shoulder long sleeved shirt..and a hot pink halter bikini top tt i bought wiff my dearr vonnee queefee. hehaxxx.yeahh.btw von. sorree i never go swimming terdays but i know u missed me rytee? haha. yeahh. muz be lah. muahah. yayy. 12 days wifoutt my moomie.. going to europe wif my cousins and stuff. can go shopping!! yayys. gonna go fer tennis laters then bbt with my crazzyy aunt. haha. she wants to go to sasa. hrmz.. bbt!!! -beatriz*hugx+kissex=luvyallx!*

hungry.maids talking some wierd arabic language.craving for thai.gonne go eat thai. -beatriz*hugx&kissex*

at jessies house nowws. so tiredd cuz of stupid swimming. sigh. anywaes went to jess'safterschool and bummed around for awhile then we walked to balmoral for lunch at waffle town. god tt place stinks like fricken hell. i swear. saw aaron..ooh and i signed up for guitar at motif8 upstairs. starts tmrs. so happy. haha going wif jessie. anywaess then we took a bus down to heeren and stayed for awhiles. but i was so tiredd so we only stayed for awhile thens saw kelly rachel xuez + fush.. but they left. and also saw becs + her friends and after we walked to cinee thens went back to jess's and bummed around agains. ooh have craving for bbt. YUM. beatriz*hugx+kissex=luvyaz!**

at jessies house nowws. so tiredd cuz of stupid swimming. sigh. anywaes went to jess'safterschool and bummed around for awhile then we walked to balmoral for lunch at waffle town. god tt place stinks like fricken hell. i swear. saw arroooh and i signed up for guitar at motif8 upstairs. starts tmrs. so happy. haha going wif jessie. anywaess then we took a bus down to heeren and stayed for awhiles. but i was so tiredd so we only stayed for awhile thens saw kelly rachel xuez + fush.. but they left. and also saw becs + her friends and after we walked to cinee thens went back to jess's and bummed around agains. ooh have craving for bbt. YUM.

owie owie owieeeeee. got badd badd sunburn. we had swimming terdays and im all red now. but i like my tan! so nycee. but it hurts so bad. i just put aloe vera all over my fricken shoulders and my chest and my neck and i got this disguisting disguisting tan line...yuckk. its so gross. plus i just bought a new fricken halter.. now i have a fricken nasty tan how to wear? muddacheebai.groan. this sucks. anyway,after school charmaine came back to my crib for awhile.then vanee called me and told us to go bowl with her and juls and jia..yeah. so we went to pickem up.. and jia stayed back for squash supposedly to lose some weight. but. heck. anyway.. they made us wait a loonnggg time. yeap. then when we got to the bowling alley... me and vanee saw ed,david,ben n paul and stuff.haa yeah. but the most stupidest part was when it was my turn to bowl ... and the floor was so fucking oily ..i slipped and fell. crap. and the guys all around us were all staring and TRYING to hold back laughter. damn the floor.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.and my hair was down cuz of swimming so i looked like a mad psychotic piece of clump on the fucking floor.sitting there laughing and saying OW ..then the second time.. i tripped again..and the third.holy crap. after that i was too scared to bowl so i gave up and juls did most of my turns. haha.fuckit. this sucks. everything sucks terday. PLUS i knocked jia's head..i accidentaly elbowed jess's vagina..i knocked juls... and blablabla. shit. OH ..but i wasnt the only loser there...cuz one of the guys who was laughing fell too. LOL. stupid moron. and all his coins fell out of his pocket. so he was like blushing and picking up his coins...haha.then after all that shit called bowling..we walked to heeren..and we just walked around like lazy asses and just sat at the annex stoning..then waited for ally and hannah cuz they went to cut their hair..haha they look so cute now cuz they have to exact same hairstyle...haha..k then we all went back down to kfc in cine and i sat there stoning (once again)...cuz i was soo tired..the chlorine was still in my eyes...then blablabla..we walked back to heeren..and ally hannah jia and vaneee went back toa lly's and i sent charmaine and juls back. yeah.. yay! have dance laters. miss dance.haven been for 2 weeks.. and the instructors so cute.. haha. whalao shes damn chio as well.

owie my back still hurts... gonna go bum around again.
btw did i mention that im gonna be going away at the end of psle markingdays till 26th? think were gonna go to hong kong. damn. kinda miss that place.haha the Esprit salon withtthe free food. YUM.haha..then im probly gonna go to europe with my cousins and all at the end of the month..but i dowanna miss halloween yo! damn.

oh yeh..i wanna say WASSUP to all of ma homiez from camp..like erin,robyn,alisson,kammy,lauren,kristen,justine,maddie,amanda,laily,other amanda,bridgette,ellie,alecia,tenny,john,jake,allen,kimchi,claire,dana all them others..miss all of you! specially erin! thanks for being so superrr extra nice! -beatriz *hugx+kissex=luvallofubitches!*

thinkingthinkingthinking..sigh.did nothinnn the whole dae..went out fer lunch with my family as usual like we always do on sundays.. then went back home. had a loonnggg convo with my dad on how he should sponsor my shopping tt iw anna do but sadly have no money...cuz i used up 300 bucks in those 3 days...sad horr?anyway,then my eye started swelling so i went to sleep for 5 hours..sigh.
tme have swimming. and dance. YAY! -beatriz*hugx&kissex=iluvyaz!*

bluegh.got headache larh.i just came home...

girls night out v.1

so everyone came over yesterday..and we watched movies and swam and shit..ally,hannah,juls,jia,rui and izzy, we swam for like..3 hours or something..haha ally is so goddamn funny i swear... we were talking about how whwen youre young you think accidents are really funny.. then she pretended to cut her finger off and started shouting and it was soo funny i swear.. hahhaha. me and juls were laughing for like 15 mintues over that shit..hahah..and she went up to her brother and she was like "is hurons sister she-ron?" hahahahahahahahahaha. stupid moron.and stupid juls bbroke my flower vase thingy and it broke into a big pile of mess so we couldnt clean it all up.. and if i get a big cut on my leg juls im gonna slap you..anyway then blablabla then at around 8 me,jia,juls,ally and hannah went out for dinner and stuff...and i asked my moomie to send me budden she gave me this cranky sarcastic attitude like "but i dont feel like sending you" and shit like tt..grr. sometimes i cant stand her. then once we got there we took a buttload of neoprints. but theyre all so cute!!! and ally had to go for this bday dinner so she met us at sakae sushi after she finished..then we took more neoprints and theres one where hannahs finger looks broken. haha...then around 11 or something we wanted to watch a movie budden everything was all too rush so we didnt in the end.. oh i saw shaun at cine.. haha.haven seen him for a looooonnnggggggggggggg while.. a few months... (JULS!!!!) juls said he looks familiar....? hmMmM.oh and we saw like 2 car crashes in 3 minutes at the same place.. haha.damn..then it got boring after tt so they all came to my house and messed my room up again..

girls night out v.2

i just realized i haven been home the whole day since 7.30 in the morning till 10.30 at night..oOo.. i hate coming home anyway...then todays we had to go for that shitass stupid fricken dicovering yourself seminar...anyway, it was all about getting raped and "exhibitionism"and shit and it wasted 5 hours of my life. anyway, after that hannah and yvonne met us in school and we went to escape.. me,ally,hannah,juls and vonnaye.. haha its always the same ol people..haha ..but it wasnt as fun cuz it was saturday and the fricken line was fricken loong.anyway..after that...at about..6 or something we took BUS and MRT (lol) back to orchard ..which took like 45 minutes cuz there were 12 stops.. then we went to wisma..and taka to watch that Teens model search finals..but we waited there for so long and it only started at 8+. damn fricken wasted my time again.but i saw Shu Mei.. and Vtae.. then vtae got into the barriers and i asked her to hand me a drink inside budden she never! hurumphz.btw. i just asked vtae who won and she said this other girl won but shu mei won best legs..haha.sigh. fricken hell. anyway.. then we left at after halfan hour to go to heeren.. and we took neoprints again. hahah but so funnn.and we only stayed for awhile..then i was gonna meet tits (calvin) at far east so we can go back together budden that stupid hell offa shit went the other direction.. so me von and juls caught a cab home..actually... we only came back like 15 minutes ago or something.. and they just left. damn. i haf headache larh. -beatriz*hugz*kisses+iluvallofu!*

my keyboards conking out. ggrr. anyway, during the sci paper my god i had a stomachache,myeyes were pain and they were swelling up.. and my nose was runny and blocked at the same time.. sigh..haha

yesterday izz,hannah,ally and on came to my crib..and we went to heeren.. and we took these shitass funny neoprints. haha. then we saw...jiajun,charlene,van,rui,lauren,charissa and nat yeo there...oh andwe saw heemhian.hweeli,bernice,sarah and kim kan.. anyway, we spent like an hour and a half at the neoprint machines.lol. anwyay..so five of us went to american club.. budden the stupid woman with disguisting bright red lipstick kicked us out.. so we had to go to allys house.. we swam for like 3 hours.. haha and blabla. and this cute little american girl kept following me around. haha..then at like 8 or something we all sat in the middle of the streets half naked..haha so funny. then went to holland v...then went home to change and went for tennis and my aunt picked me upp budden during tennis i had stitch cuz i drank coffee before i played..shit. and i had a stomaache again. i felt so awfull..i had no energy to even take s shower and stuff. yuckk now i feel so dirty.. hahah anyway, we were gonna go to the beach today but my moomie ruined all our plans so everyones gonna come over and we're gonna have a girls day in.. and watch movies and laze around and everything. haha. yeap juls is coming noww..haha and me and juls were gonna go bus-ing .. cuz yesterday they went all around singapore in a bus that they just saw..lol. nefa wait for meee. budden they decided to come over so .. yeah. bleugh. i wanna go bussing. -beatriz*hugz&kisses+iluvallofu!*

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if youre wondering why ive been blogging so much even tho everyone else is studying and stuff...well. cuz im planning to resort all my stress here..........NOT. haha. psle doesnt bother me. no, i dont think its cool not to bother. but it just doesnt . im not exactly the oh-no-exams-are-here-gotta-study-till-i-die kinda person.. i dunno. i mean, heres my daily schedule:

after school, eat lunch, sleep till 4 or 5 cuz i normally have tution at 5.. and i only get up when the tutors are downstairs. then after tution, which is normally 6.30-7ish.. i shower.. then i have dinner. watch tv till 9 plus..then do my own things and go to sleep.

and its the same when exams come. nothing changes my schedule literally. and whats wrong with blogging so much? it just goes to show that i wanna get everything thats bottled inside out. its a way of de-stressing to me. yeap. i guess thats it. im feeling kinda uptight, yet... relaxed. yknow? i dont have a fixed feeling right now.all i want now is thai food and a large thai iced tea. maybe ill go out for dinner later. i just finished tution and its 9pm..so if im lucky maybe i can go outin a while. some people might be happy that exams are over tomorrow. but to me it actually makes no difference. haha. its alll good. to me. well me, yvonne, hannah, ally baby and izzie are gonna go on a shopping spree and go to the club to hangout after we finish our last paper. i miss going out... sigh. i havent been out for like..a week. haha. okay nvm cuz that doesnt count. and maybe on friday vanny's treating a few of us to sushi tei at paragon.. yum. feel like eating right now. i gotta do something besides sleep and eat everyday (right back at ya vanny babe **luv you!!). vanny says her new hobby is sleeping. lol. i think shaun influenced her.and shes influencing me. ooh. i saw her moomie todays...haven seen mrs.goh for a pretty long time..(dont make me talk to your dad again and make me answer wierd questions like "hows schoolwork" and stuff vanee!) anyway,im having a little flu right now cuz i was drenched in the rain just now...i walked out.. and i twas pouring. and then when i called my driver he said he couldnt pick me up.. so my mom said shed come inside the school to pick me.. then i had to walk back in..then she said walk back out cuz she couldnt get in.. so i had to walk back out. grr. im getting sick now cuz of her. sheesh. *sniff*... *ACHOO*. sigh. my eye is all swelling up now. me and vannybaby wanna get VansC4s!!!! but they dont fukken sellem here. theyre fukken titte!. plus.. theyre black and pinK!!!! haha. theyre really cool. bbrr. so cold now. im gonna go now. my bed is calling me. haha. -beatriz*hugz&kisses+iluvallofu!*

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bleugh. chinese tmr. but apart from chinese tutoring today i spent the past 2 hours studying science. haha. chinese bothers me. its ..uh..gross. haha. anyway..i think i managed to memorize half of my notes.. i hope. besides that.. im gonna fail chinese. yeah. anyway. im so happy cuz i managed to not eat anything for dinner. but then after that.. i ate like 40 grapes with cheese. shit. sighh. what else can you expect from puberty.. or hormonal stages or whatever shit you call it.

announcement: globed will be performing at 3rdplace sometime next week this month..its at Outram rd. so ill keep ya'llz posted on that. and theyre also gonna be performing for Youthopia. ill get back when i find out the dates and stuff.

im sitting here listening to christina aguilera.. haha. man that girl.. well besides her whore-ness..damn shes got talent yall. i wanna sing like herrr. i just dont wanna dress like her. im kinda talking shit huh. haha.i miss dance -beatriz *hugz&kissez*

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k i finally finished the layout. i realized it kinda looks like becs.. sheeeesh..

for the past few nights ive been having these extremely wierd dreams..like someone comes up to me using a sickle and cuts my head off. its starting to get to me..

anyway,monday was english..which was naturally easy for me.and today was maths. haha. did i forget to mention that last night i was doing papers and my mom was sitting next to me. and i put this big pile of food next to me. so i started eating lollipops..haha..then i suddenly jumped up and starting singing to my moomie. hahaa. then i turned on "perfect" by simple plan and starting singing to her...she was like "sit down! shh!" hahah. then i ran here and there..and she told me to sit down, shutup and do my work.. budden i ran around my room dancing..and pretending to do ballet..hahaha. then i ran down to my brothers room..and jumped on his bed and rolled around holding the blanket..so i ended up wrapping myself in his blanket and ran around the house. ahhahaah. lol. so super funny. hahaha. i tripped and i almost fell on the stairs.hahaha. the maid looked at me and was like "ah ya bebe why you do like thiiss??. hahahhahaa. sooo funny i swear.
then i refused to do my work so i told my mom that ms.kwok told us that on the night before we should be clearing our minds and not doing any work..and then go to bed early. so she gave up and went out of the room. ahhah. anyway, after school me and rui went to buy ice cream and candy..so now i owe her ten bucks. (there goes my money). and today i came home and slept the whole afternoon.. and iw as hungry again. im always hungry now. like yesterday i ate a quarter pounder, fish mcdippers,apple pie,a big ice milo,a box of candy,and half a tub of that strawberry cheesecake ice cream all in like an hour.... sigh. im so disguisted with myself. im not fat. but my stomachs getting big and bigger by the minute. anyway, as i was saying, so i went to tanglin mall to eat at spagheddies with my moomie. and i had cravings for tiramisu..and mozerella cheese sticks..and... sigh. yeah. but i ended up only eating tiramisu. im seriously getting fat. ahhh i hate myself for eating so much.anyway, im gonna go watch the teens model search finals this weekend. i saw shu mei in the commercial on tv so i think im gonna go check it out. haa. i wanna go out. i wanna go shopping.but... im gonna go eat first. -beatriz*hugz&kissez*

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kk, i admit..i havent been studying this weekend..ive done a few papers but tts all. sheesh. psle doesnt bother me for some reason.
yeah some people have problems..like slacking..naturally....and i think im worse.sigh. ah well. im listening to "my immortal" by evanescence. its really really relaxing for some reason.haa. ah wellll. so anyway.. today was pretty bad. my mom came into the room and woke me up at 9.30...then i couldnt go back to sleep..so i woke up. then i tried to put these earrings on.. but it was really hard cuz it was a really small hoop. and i bloddyhell dropped it down the sink. gggrrrrr. then had that stupid chinese tutoring. and shes so irritating i swear. then had lunch..and had mee sua again cuz it was my dadees bday. had tution with glenn again.. and after sleeping for awhile i played tennis.. YAY!

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yo everybodaye. yeah the layout is really wierd. i dont even know what the hell i did to it. so yeah. anyway, o0o havent blogged for awhile. lets see...

monday sept 29: had tution with glenn. then was gonna go for hip hop class but didnt. cuz it was my grandmamas bday. haha i actually forgot. cuz i told a. phoebe to come pick me up since the driver was getting off work already. then when i went to tell her she got quite upset and told me not to go..but if i wanted to then i could.. and when i asked why she told me it was her birthday. i felt so bad. hrmz. but ah well. so my cousins and my aunt and uncle came over for dinner. there was mee sua and eggs and chicken and stuff. and she cooked my fav mushroom! hee. my grandmamas so nice. sometimes. lol. then after dinner me my bro and bec played basketball. then we went to holland v. for bbt. haha.

tuesday sept 30th: childrens day celebration today. and my parents came back in the morning. not much of a childrens day eh? haha. plus.. i had tution with that wierd-lesbo-bad-breath-chinese teacher. yuckk. hate her.

wednesday oct 1st:had chinese tution..then went to holland v. to buy subway and bbt. cuz i was so hungry. (more like an excuse to get away from studying)

thursday:had maths ET.. then went to tanglin mall to buy mcdonalds cuz i was hungry again.. . then realized i only had 5 bucks so all i bought was an ice cream cone and apple pie...damn. then had yuckky chinese tution again. and even worse..the air con in the office broke. and it was damnnnn hot. plus her bad breath... YUCK

yeah. so todays saturday. what happened to saturday night fever??? huhhh?? sigh. what happened to the "let your hair down and part-ayeeeeee!" huhhhhh?!?!??!?!?. sorryyy. i cant wait till after psle. then can relaxxxx. whalalala. sighhhh. so today i had 4 hours of consecutive (bet you didnt think id know that word huh?) tution..first glenn then chineseeee.then after lunch...slept untill 4.then when i woke up my eye was swollen abit. then went with my dadee to sim lim tower..to buy me a new phone cover.then spent an hour in one small stupid shop..but at least i got my cover. its silver with a black dragon on it. and its REAL!and i stole 100 bucks form my dad and he didnt even notice. haha. so blurr. haha. yeah. anyway..then came home at 5.30.then played bball with my brother...haha.quite fun.then later i jumped into the pool and stayed for 5 mintues then got out. ahhhh it felt so nice. then me and my bro followed my grandparents to dinner at mandarin hotel..with some other people. and my "uncle" paul..was soo funny.haha. i swear. and he talks so loud. haha. and i sat next to allen..and he was telling me about the movie Underworld. he said its quite cool. shit i wanna watch movies... american pie the wedding opens on thrusday yall!!!!! yayy. gonna go out afterschool...hrmz.tmr morning got smelly mouth chinese tution again.. and i dunno what other shit i have to go through tmr. haiz. i miss talking to *..

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hey just wanna say that the layaouts kinda messed up so ill finish it after the finals finish aiight.