HELLOWEEE!

damn. still cant believe im back..anyhoo0o yesterday we went to eat krispie kreme at century city fer breakfast.. YUMMMM! damn good.. its really nice doughnuts..anywayy...all 3 of us sat there eating doughnuts drinking coffee yumyummm then we went into macys..bought real cool initial things.. every shop almost is doing the initial thing.. they make shirts bags underwear everything with crystalled letters onnit.. whoo tt was confusing anywayy.. then went to abercrombie.. stuff aint tt nice anymore cuz its winter but bought a shirt saying LOVE MORE haha.. then we walked out and saw kat and her mom.. bellas sister.. and anywayy then we went to the supermarket... O0o0ooOo0o i lovveee the US supermarkets theyre so cool.. muahahah...yeahh then... TOFURKEY!!! lol... i kept saying tt over and over again yesterday cuz its so funny.. its like.. a vegetarian turkey.. made of tofu... HAHAHAHHAAHAHA. haha.. funny..yeahh then me and my mom went to do our nails.. did it BLACK AND HOT PINK bwahaha...but it looks pretty retarded cuz the whole nail is hot pink and the tip is black.. but i wanted black then hot pink at the tip.. but ah well..its still black and hot pink.....!!!!!! bwahaha.OH YEAH im wearing black and pink nowww! muahahhahaa. whooooOo having bad jetlag..fell asleep at the nail parlour yesterday and i couldnt wake up.. OOPS. haha..oh yeah did i forget to mention tt i saw jaz and jia at the mrt station before i left fer the airport? yeah i did.. my mom wanted me to go to popular to buy books to study over the hols.. so sad right? must do sec1 work on HOLIDAY MAN..but i wont do it i can tell you.. cuz she asks me to do 3 hours of work everytime i come.. but i never.. haha..cuz she doesnt even remember wtf... haha

mann theres such cool movies showing here... jessica alba's in Honey.. DAMN cool.. saw the trailer.. shes this dancer.. and the movie has all these cool dance routines...then Paul whatshisname from fast and furious in Timeline.. HES SO HOT.. and blablabla but i gotta go eat breakfast nowws! ciao -beatriz**

happy thanksgiving everybodayeee!!!

hees. just came back..and the radios playing adam sandlers thanksgiving song... "turkey...turkey..i love to eat turkey! yes, i love you too..turkey for me..turkey for you..lets eat the turkey in my big brown shoes! wrap turkey in aluminium foil.. my brother likes to add some baby oil.. turkey for the girls and turkey fer the boys..my favourite kinda pants are corduroys "

hahahaha...its funny shit.. anywayy, the flight was 20 hourssss! damnnn..haha watched a whole lotta movies....dickie roberts:former child star, how to deal, freaky friday ...damn i cant remember the rest.. anywayy, damnn its so good to be back here..its pretty cold too haha...but the house is pretty creepy cuz theres mouse traps like..everywhere..cuz we had this problem with rats..and they like..scratched our doors and everything so its pretty sick...i was too scared to go to the bathroom cuz the rat mightve jumped out and bit my ass.. LOL. haha yeahh..watching simpsons.. LA TV IS TIGHTTTTT..yeahh i like the commercials hahaha..kayy nvm im wierddd..anywayy, hannah and julie came to send me off at the airport.. they went to watch Duplex at 10 in the morning WITHOUT ME..went to plaza sing WITHOUT ME and took mrt to the airport WITHOUT ME ..hahaha..yeapp..i wont complain cuz they were sweet enough to even send me off.. i mean WHO would wanna send me off? ME? ME?!?!? hahahahhahaa...im being so damn lame. godd.. kayy anywayy, go check this out..yupPPpp.. gonna go nowws.. its like ermm..bout 815 nowws..KRISPY KREME! KOOKOOROO! LAWRYS! IN-N-OUT!! PINKS!!! muahaha...catch ya laterz! -beatriz

yoyoyo everybodayeee http://www.geocities.com/shefukkenlurves_me/shoutouts.html

not everythings done yet.. in a big rush.. gonna leave nowws! buaixz will update soon! -beatriz*love you!

i gotta tan!!!!
woohoooo. anyhoo. went fer tennis yesterdays...played for like eight hours...tiredd lahss..tts why i slept at like 830 last nightss..haha anywayy..played at east coast with the sch team..lol it was pretty funny cuz i was the youngest one there... so all the secondary girls were like..tooo nice and hyper..haha kayy anywayy...met alotta people too... ann marie,cheryl,jie zhen,jerusia,kelly,jing xuan,amanda,adelyn,shu mei and urgh all those others cant remember theyre names.. but ann marie was like reallyreally hyper..lol..she laughs soo much anywayy..we played a few games then a few of us walked to macs fer lunch..and it was by the beach!! hahass..

julie and jia you still owe me a trip to the beach

anywayy...after that we played more games...reminded me of tennis camp.. damn i wanna goo backkkk...haha yeah played 3 more games and after tt sat there eating apples haha...i realized everybody hates the coach.. cuz they find him an arrogant asshole.. i mean yeah he is haha but hes kinda nice...but heck..he shouts at everythingg..anywayy...after training... went to paragon to pick mom up and saw mong yi, stacey and vanessa...lols..yeahh..then went to ruis house.. cuz her mom wanted to give my mom some bibles.. LOL.. my mom..reading bibles?!?!? haha.after tt just went home showered and went to sleep..URgH.

in exactly 5 hours from now id be on the plane to LOS ANGELES BABY!!!woohooooo...yeapp leaving today.. sadd righttt? gurgh gonna miss everyone..but ill be coming back in 3 weeks..so dont be THAT sad.. lols jkjk..yeahh..my blogging inspiration is gonee... i have nothing to writeee... shitt. kayy wells see yaz soon babess! -beatriz*luvyoudears!*

t h i s i s m e

dunno where tt came from.. haha.. anyhooo..ally hannah jia and julie came over after lunch and we went to heeren at like 430ish and it took like a hella lonngggassed time to get there.. traffic was so ..like..huge.. haha.. anywayy..i bought icecream sandwich once i got there :) yyummm. oh man the sotong sticks and the curry puff from old chang kee are so seriously yum.. o0o now i want somee... hahass.. kayy anywayyy..we walked around abit.. took like 4 neoprints.. oh and something totally wierd happened.. i was like throwing away my drink before the last neoprint.. and once i turned back around this girl appeared behind me and she was like
"hello are those your friends?"
"urm yeah.."
"oh okayy..hello im stacy! you are?" *shaking my hands*
"urmM beatrice.. yeahh"
"oh okayy.. how old are you?"
"um twelve...?"
"okayy..are you a local?"
i was like no..
and she was like "oh okok. then. thanks. nvm. i.... mistook you for someone else"

LOL. madness. anyhoo.. then after tt we walked around again.. but me being broke [im the only one who goes out with ten bucks in their wallets] we walked to taka.. but i bought another icecream sandwich. [yumyum] ..haha and we sat on the stones stoning.. hahass.. yeahh.. then we hahaa.. ally put her sweatshirt on backwards.. so we made herput the hood on cuz it was in front and made her walk from the back of taka to the front.. hahahaha... bwahahhaha...yeahh.. OMG yeahh then ally and hannah were seeing who could stuff the most big marshmallows into their mouths... and ally opened her mouth real big after 7... and everything just totally regurgitated from her mouth into her hand.. it was disguisting.....then hannah was just gross cuz she chewed it all up.. and they both ate it back up from their hands.. fucking sickass people..yeahh...it was...urghhHh. SICK.anyhooo...tmrs have tennis camp... 9-3 at east coast.. thenn.. then what... either jia ally blabla or mong yi and the other p5s......lol.. tt p5 girl mong yi and stacey and shannen and vanessa are like... calling me everydayy... hahass. yeahhHhs.. tiredd. -beatriz*sexy is my middle name bwahaha*

Oh, it's so hot and I need some air
And boy, don't stop cause I'm halfway there

It's not complicated
We're too syncopated
We can read each other's minds
One love invited, two bodies sychronizin'
Don't even need to touch me, baby

Just
Breathe on me
Yeah, oh baby, just
Breathe on me
We don't need to touch just
Breathe


yeahh britney in da houssee. man how can such a good song be wasted on her.....cant sing for fuck..tt songs stuck in my headd...geee..celine came over to get her camera... gave me like 3 cards lol..anyhoooo juls and hannah coming over nowws. goingstabe going out..but whereEeEeeE? damnnn my mom gave me a bigass scolding about my supposedly bad attitude..and shes gonna ground me i think.. cuz she doesnt know tt theyre coming overr..oh we're leaving on thursday fer CALIFORNIA SEXXAYEE!

but im only gonna be there fer like.. 20 freakinn days cuz i have to come back fer the posting thing... damnNnN. scared..sighHhh. a babys gotta do what a babys gotta do.bwahaha. okayy i literalllyy have nothingg to sayy...but its the joyy of blogginnnggg. wahahaha. -beatrizz

hrmSsSs. tt kim wakerman woman my godddd. hahasss. it was prettyyyy funny shiet when anna forgot what to say..LOL. saw hwee li, hannah ally bernice ann charmaine izzie elissa kai ling and all... lolSsS. im shit brokeeeeee. whyyYYyyY. anyhooooo after tt went fer dinner at this wierd place.. got damn pissed at my mom so walked out with tits to coffee bean next door at like 1030ish. then chermaine and douglas camee...then val came and kelly just ran over and started strangling me. she smelled like. stuff. haas shes pretty .. loose. in the . never minddd. my key board is damn blardy conking on me...grrRrr. anyhoo. kelly damn farnee...she was complaining she didnt have any friends cuz she saw one of her church friends so she called out his name.. then she said hi..and he was standing there and was like "erRr. do i know you?" LOL. veryyy funnaaayyeee. she was all like... HUH! hahass. yeahh. i dunno larhSSsSs. im soo tirredddedd...blahh. then went home like...awhile laterss...WOOHOO im so happy with what i bought todayyyy... tho i wish i couldve got tt olive green halter which was DAMn BLARDY nice but noooooo i just had to be broke. GAH this fucking keyboard can go fuck me mann. -beatrizz*outrageous

today was pretty badddd. ms heng scolded me instead... bahh. "now, i want no more mobile phones, no more breaking of rules and no more bad company". yesyes. three guesses. ahHhH. omg yknow im so fucking pissed at my mom. i chose all my choices.. i agreed, my mom agreed..it was alll good. but nnnoooo. my mom just HAD to change them without me knowing. MONKS HILL. fucking blardyyy monks hill kayy. can you fucking believe. as FIRST CHOICE. URGH. and i have NO idea what the others are. fucking helloffa pissoff isnt it. yeahh. anywayy, fergeddit not gonna talk about it anymoree. then rachels mom over and told me not to worry cuz id have my friends support and everything...shes nice..known them fer like.. since kindergarten..! after tt...me, jia en , and hui fang were walking along the corridor going down.. and then saw hwee li, kim kan, stephanie and heem hian.. oh godd. it was real sadd. i told them i might not be going to chij withem anymore... since my mom changed everything.. and complained about monks hill.then kim kan started crying.. godd.. hugged her and she just couldnt stop crying.. then hwee li started crying...after i hugged her heem hian started crying.. damnNnnN. [dont worry babees ill call yall soon kayy? love yaz] ....anyhooo, after awhile they went to hand up the option form and i went back to the canteen..then said bye to jia en and everyone.... then went to macs at lido with xue hui, fush and rachel..lolllll realll funny...ate alott.. altogether we ordered like 6 meals or somethin... kayy anyway..after eating we walked around fer abit.. then walked to heeren... took some neoprints.. and wasted money on one of the machines cuz it SUCKS kayy. waste moneyyy.yeahh.. then i went to meet hannah.. and she gave me this reall extra nice cute cool tile..which she designed herself.. like with pics of us and stuff.. and she wrote stuff onnit. damnn nice. [thanks hannah].. then we went shopping!!..bout alottt... spent like.. 120++ hasss. officially broke nowss.. three bucks left.yeapp.

went to livia and both us bought friendship undies ... lol!!!!! also bought a pink tube fer the corset and a damnn nice toga!! hannah got the darker blue one but its not as nice. bwahahhaha i stole it first. thennn we found out we were dead broke... i had 11 bucks.. and she had...well she had enough for her stuff.. then i said to hannah "damn im hoping someone i know would just walk by so i can borrow money"... then she started laughing.. and jolyn chin appeared outside.. hahhahaha. was soo funnyy..hahass..so borrowed ten from her... yeahh.. went to 37degrees and bought 3 shirts... one fer yvonnes bday present..bought temporary red hairdye and this really nice eyeshadow set from basicbeauty.. and we got the heer card!~.got some free shit too..bwahaha. yeahh..bought one pair of damn nice platform shoes..those ones with the laces tt you tie around your upper ankle .... YUM!..thennn bought ermmmMmmmM...yeahh. i cant remember.. hahass.then ally came ... and we went to eat crepesandcream.... chocolate fudge sundaeee yumyumm..after tt walked around fer awhile again and went back home cuz i was like.. about to leak right there and thenn hahahass.. ;) OH which reminds me...last night.. went with my whole family to eat this chilli crab thing at east coast... and after tt...i stood up.. and my whole damn skirt was ALLLLLLL blood... damnnn embarassing... noone really saw.. but it was a hella lot...haass. ooops.yeapp.. then ..yeahhh gonna go noww.. gonna watch anna on gao xiao xing dong nowss! vote fer herr!~ -beatriz*

veryveryyyy hungryyyy. waitinggg to go out fer dinnerrr.. anyhoooo..my moms starting to think im like this screwed up depressed child cuz i used to go out everyday but since yesterday ive been locking myself in my room crying and all tt shitt and i dont wanna go out anymore... hahass yeahhh.. oh i went out fer lunch today.. surprisesurprise.....accomplishment ehh? hahasss. yeahhh. went to this restaurant with my family but there was a long queue [yeahh i had to ask someone to help me spell it] so we went to this other place and decided to da-bao [lol] back home cuz my mom had this reddish pinkish stain on her butt and i thought it was period but when after we bought dinner and went home it turned out to be pen ink...lollllsssss. im back to my own self..hahahhha.as you can tell. cuz im laughing way too much again... waahha. yeappp. was watching the mtv europe awards when i was eating...it kind sucked..christina aguilera talks so retardeddd..and tt purple thing and tt silver shit on her head was just spazzed. and britney spears [in the zone] kinda sucks....like theres 2 good songs outta 14..badddddd. badbadbadbadbad. anyhooo. sleepings funnn :). slept this whole afternn again... shheeesh.. gahHhhhHH. have to go to sch at 8..then after tt tennis training till 11...gahhHHhhhhhhHh. -`*beatriz *im gonna miss all of youuu trueluffneverdies*

cheered up abit..thanks to everyone..ill thankem in awhile...i think ive beaten everyones record fer crying the most number of time in a day... 14!!..yeah you can imagine how swollen my eyes are..anyhooo [what a cool word] haha..after much slacking around..when to starbucks..bought my caramel frappy and oreo cheesecake and here i am now eattiinng bwahahha. sighh...kayy i shall go on to thanking all you babys! :))

thanks to those cheered me up and everything..messaging me to ask if i was ok and stuff... germaine [my whore!!! luff yazz! never gonna forgive you fer makin me cry..hahass] + jessie [see yaz in guitar soon kayy] + hannah + shu ying + rhea + hwee li [nvm hwee, youll be with the others kayy? cheer up dearr] + stephanie + jazreel + izzy + beverly + celine + van seah + heem hian + xue hui + kimkan + jia jun + bernice leong + bernice lim + especially rui [thanks dear luff ya foreversss kayy?] + julieeeee [love yazz baby] + jia en + anna + kelly + rachel and sarajoy + and just everyone else who cheered me up.. this entrys dedicated to you.. luff all of you kayys? gonna miss you guys so muchhh...gahh. im sorry i screwed up and let yall down..ill see all you soon kayyss?

friends are forever -beatriz*mwuah!

kayy im officially a screwup...this morning after i woke up i went to pick up jia and bought macs..then stupid jia said breakfast ends at 1130.but it ended at 11...kayy anywayy..then we went to sch..damn fucking scaredd...at sch..everyone was hugging each other again..yeahh then it was time to give out the results.. :((..omg. me and jia immediately burst out crying..she was so happy she got back in..she was the first one i hugged...gahh..kayy im starting to cry now again.. yeahh my mom wanted me to leave...so she could screw me in peace but i wanted to stay with my friends..she talked to ruis mom..i couldnt stop crying..everyone was crowding around me saying it was okayy and everything..gahh. cant believe i screwed up...anywayy..mrs lee..mrs tay and ms kwok came over to talk to me as well. one mark. gee. i just couldnt stop crying i swear..then me jia rui celine ally hannah and juls sat in a circle and started talking. godd. cant believe how much im gonna miss them..left after half an hour..and then mom gave me big screwing..it was all my fault..my mom was blaming me.my dad was blaming my mom... gahh. cried for 3 hours straight..then people started smsing me asking if i was okayy which made me cry even more cuz i love them so muchh and now ive lost them all. fell asleep fer awhile..then mom came in and told me tt it was okayy...cried again after she left...then called hannah..who was at paragon with ally juls and izzy and stuff...then went to ask mom if i could go meet them...godd she said no can you believe ? i mean..everyone agrees tt friends will help you pull through everything right? godd. she just doesnt fucking understandd. it was so selfish of her. cant believe it. after she said "you still want to go? arent you embarassed? and now theres nothing to talk about!" i was so pissed i was like "what? i cant believe you okayy forget it" and i just ran up crying again...i mean what is her problem...shes so fuckingg selfish. stoned on the bed for awhile...then came down to use the com..and once i saw ruis screen name i started crying again.. omg i regret not studying..i regret living life too much on how i wanted...regret taking friends for granted. oh god.. my dad just came in and i just started crying again..godd. feeling so awful noww.

wanna thank all those who came over to hug and console me and everything..i luff yall kayy? especially those who also didnt get back in..dont worry ill always be there fer you.. :) especially jia and rui.. thanks kayy? love ya to bits -beatriz*tearshavefallen..nowwhat?*

sobb...today was like the saddest day ever...i cried so badd...my eyes hurt so badd...gahh..omgomg it was just the saddest thing everrrr..the first part of sch was just shit..our whole class was dead..prudence were dancing..generosity were dying too.anywayy..we had to go to the hall..cuz mrs.tang was leaving..i mean everybody was practically happy but me jia juls hannah and clapped and screamed when she started crying on stage..it was really sadd...then heem hian started crying..gahh..then anywayy..people were pretty supportive fer mrstang even tho everyone hates tt little fat bitch but haha anyway then blablablaa...everything started happening when i was in prudence and i walked out..cuz everybody was just too happy in there..then germaine walked towards me crying badd and beatrice and stacey behind..yeahh..so i hugged her real tight and asked her not to cry..but everybody was just real sadd so i started crying...like BAD. i think tt was the first time i cried and really meant itt...anywayyy..then hugged beatrice cuz shewas really crying badly..then walked back to courage and saw juls on the way crying too so we just ran and hugged again...gahh it was fucking sad okayy...we couldnt let go..... :(. hate graduations theyre so sadd.. anywayyy..then walked into courage and gahh everyone was crying really badly and especially hui fang...hugged her then jiaen then germaine again then like omg just anybody who was in front of me...then i walked to generosity to find rui jia....then they followed me to courgae they were like "omg be youre crying!" gahhh. haha..then everybody started crying. everyone was just hugging each other...then the saddest thing was when hui fang refused to turn the graduation song off..everybody was just....crying theyre eyes out..so we all formed a circle..holding hands and singing [if they could even get the words out] and just totally crying okay...omgomgomgomg damnnn saddd. people couldnt believe i was crying..hahah...everyone was just staring at me i swear...yayy my whole shoe has signatureesss..yayy..yeapp..and just spent the rest of the day hugging everyone...and the p5s were like watching us laughing..haha they couldnt understand why we were crying so badly..then after sch...we were waiting for my driver to pick us up then these 3 p5s tt i didnt know started saying to me "haiya if you want to cry then cry...dont cry and laugh at the same time lah..make up your mind!" hahah..then i started laughing..anywayy..started talking to them abit..then they were like bombarding me and celine with smses...hahass..theyre really nice..

yeahh..then all of us went back to my house.. `yvonne,jia,juls,ally,hannah,celine`..ate lunch then went to cine...watched "wishing stairs" ..fucking dumb fucked movie....no story line at all..yeahh its scary but its just..dumb..movie ended at 5ish and after tt walked around..and i did a scorpion on my leg!! yayy so nice..and omg..there was this fucking cute guy okey...like cuz we were walking back and forth the entrance doors..and in front of the door there was this teens magazine booth..so when me and jia walked back..another guy gave us a flyer and asked us to come to the teens mag party tmr..so we tk the flyer..and the guy sitting down was so cutteeee!!!!! GAHHhhH.. see juls..even hannah and ally agree.. oh and yvonne.. bwahaha.. then i told jia tt he was damn shuai and he kept looking at ussssss! bwahahah. hes so damn cute i swear. anywayy..then we walked back to heeren but everyone thought i looked damn retarded cuz i couldnt walk properly cuz of the tattoo..hahass..then saw like all the courage cryers lol.. walked back out to the youth park to send jia out at like 7ish then walked back to heeren..met germaine all those again and tk some neoprints and stuffees..there were like 20 people i think.. hahahass..gahh they were going bowling and watching wishing stairs after tt..gahh.then after tt juls ally and celine and me went to macs to buy dinner..went back home and started talking.. hahass...damn. gonna miss them so much i swear. EEEEEEEeeeEee!

results tmr..i swear to godd everyones gonna start a cryfest again..just hope ill see everyone again :)) -beatriz*omg i love all of you to bits im gonna miss you so much kayy?? dont ever take friendship fer granted. see you soon guyys..*mwuah!*

yeahh..GAHHH!! graduation tmr omgomg im so sad.. :(((..im gonna cry..screw my whole class man..we were supossed to practise auld lang syne to sing tmr..so me jennet and yvonne were trying to make them sing..i mean.. fucking graduation is tmr and they didnt even fucking care..they just sat there dying....what the holy fuck kayy...fucking pissed me off...only 3 of us were singing in the class and they just sit there playing stupid fucking board games...yeahh im very damn pissed...fuck them stupid putos...anywayy..before we were let out..since sch ended at 1130 right after the concert...i got so fucking pissed again cuz this fucking kelly yvonne and jessica were so fucking irritating..then they dragged hwee li into it tt made me even more pissed...fuckers.....but tmrs graduation so ill forgive em.....see im so freakin nice right...and i was spossed to go out with yvonne and hannah..but i just walked out of the sch and went with rui to united square. yvonnes such a fucker sometimes. so is everyone else. anywayy..we took a cab down to united...and in the toilet saw abigail and julynn..then this lady came out of the toilet with this small girl.. so i went in... and i accidentaly swung the door onto this other small girl inside..omg..i starting shouting...and even the mother was standing there laughing..my godd..the girl was like "ow"...yeah and someone choked the toilet so it couldnt flush..whoops.
yeahh...then we went to eat macs..god ate so much i was so full...after tt bought ya-kun and we took cab back to sch.. then asked the driver to pick me up from sch at 1.10..see im so smart right..then went to tanglin mall on the way to buy flowers fer everyone tmr...bought alotttttt...like 25stalks...but each stalk is pretty bigg... heeee...then went home...mommie wanted to bring me out fer lunch but i said i wasnt hungry and went to sleep.. haass..woke up at 6ish and started writing the notes...gahh..i think ill cry tmr..nvm ill cry with jia and rui.. :(( hrmsSSssssSs. im so sadd.. gonna play tennis now.. -beatriz*graduationloveallofyou*

you got me lifted shifted higher than the ceiling
and oohwee its the ultimate feeling
you got me lifted feelin so gifted
suga how you get so fly

o0o love tt damn song..damnnn cool sia..haha kk anywayy..sch was pretty fun today...haha..we were like crapping around...so we were making fun of the p5's graduation dance..hahah then i decided to the split-jump off the stage... hahahhaha bad mistake..i think i like broke my heel. hahahah. k anywayyyy..then after sch me and rui decided to take a bus down to heeren to get jessies bday present...the bus was like.. jampacked i tell you..and it smelled pretty badd too.. haha yeah then we bought 2cds fer jess...and i bought 2 britney albums..one fer bec since she asked me to buy for her then tt idiot bought yesterday.gahh. k thennn we went mentally retarded in the neoprint machine...hahaha.....funnyfunnyfunnyyy.
expired milo
haha. urmMm.tt was totally OOP.. [out of point] inside joke.. haha yeah thenn we ate crepes and cream and we were like the only ones in there..hahha..and we ordered 'fiery wings' and the woman thought we said 'calamari rings' hahah so anyway we took it and it was fucking rubber...yeahhh.haha...then at 3ish rui took a cab back to sch and i went to pick up my guitar then went fer guitar lesson..omg darius ..is so lame..haa his jokes are like....retarded...hahahah..yeahhh..anywayy then after tt took cab back home and went to sleep....hrmss..then came down at 8ish and sat at the table rotting watching trl..then mia came....then like at 9 my mom came back [she went to shanghai]..yeahhhHhHh.. yeahh. hahahs. hrmssSSs.mia and calvin are going to sos without meeeeeeee!~. not fairrr..
i wanna go dancinngggggg-beatriz*callmeandillbethereferyou*

hahahahha i was talking to joyce and she was like

"im scared to go to school tmr cuz im gonna have to partner this fat ugly girl"

hahahha then i was like "hi. im joyce...i have wild overgrowing pubic hair that always sticks out of my pants"

hahahaha....and she was like "yeah i dont think that helps... im gonna go up to the 8th graders and say `hi. i have big pubes` hahahhahahhahhahahhaahhahahha........ then she was like yeah and sometimes i have to partner this ape looking girl" hahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhaha

gahaaa. okaeeyy...jia and juls are heeeeerrreeeeeee... jia wont be in 2 seconds. okkkkkaeeyyy....anywayyyyYyYy.went to buy macs and fell asleep after eatinggg...then went to pick up juls and jia.....thennsss hahhaha so fun.. we laughed [and farted] so muchhh hahhahaa. jia was like "its so cold! im gonna fart!" hahahha....she was like doing 5sec long ones hahhaha. k nvm ....ahahhah so goddamn fucking funnyyy....hahaaaaaa yeahhh then i stabbed my eye with the eyeliner brush and started cryinggg hahahahahh so funnnyyy. i have nothing sayyy hrmmsSsssSsSss. yeahHhhh..hahaha yeahh and swammm haha fer like 4 hours till 730...yeappp...hahaha so funnn....hrmmssSSs. yeahh i forgot everything damn thinggg. gahhhhh fergeddit -beatriz*imlovingyou*

i have nothing to blog about but ill blog anywayy.. hahass...didnt go to sch..yvonne and jias gonna kill me...haha but i was too lazy to get out of bed....hrmsSsSs. yeapp. strawberry cheesecake haagendaz is GGgGgooOoOoOoODdDD...bwahahha..me and ally finished all of it yesterday... yumyumss...hannah and yvonne are so mean..................................they were gonna leave me and jia aloneeee last night cuz they wanted to go to far east after dinner to buy togas.......GAH and dragged ally in.........HUH. but they didnt go in the end....bwahahHAHhahHAh. thanks to my persuasion to wait fer me...muahaha. muahahhahahaha. im good. im goooooodddd. hahhaheehah. im feeling highh... i cant stop laughing. i just ate a bigass bowl of trix. tt must be it....ahahahha yeah it is.........hhHHrmMms. my friendsters all screwedup.......cant see some of my testimonials.. :(. jessies bday on fri! oh yeah..im leaving on thursday. or maybe sunday. or something. hahahha i told juls and she was like "thursday and sunday are ffaarrrr wide apart my friend" hahahhahahahaa. juls is a freak. yeahhh. freakooo bwhahahhas.......sighHhHh. JELLYBEAN IS SO CUTTEEEE bwahahhasss. im so bored. fergheddit im gonna go eat macs -beatriz*

hrmmMMs. raped the supermarket again last nightt...FUN. k anywayy...today was thrift shop in school...hahahsss so funnnnn!!!!! hahasss...so hectic and frustrating but it was reallllyyyy funny ...and poor von lost her voice bwahaha. haha anywayy...i promoted the powerpuff girls shit by singing the powderfluff song...hahhahahaha...soooosooosooo funny...during lower primary recess and all the kids were running past me laughing at me.. :( hahaha.. funfunfun...then the choir people were practising and i was doing ballet..hahahha..and they couldnt concentrate and couldnt sotp laughing on stage ahahhahaha..soo goddamnnnn funnyyy.... hahha..the C girls were getting so pissed cuz i accidentaly ripped the soft toy off the wall and it kept falling off hahaahha. ok anywayyy..after sch we stayed back till 3++ thennn carried all tt shit up to backstage and von hannah and juls followed me back home.. then ally and jia came..i dunno we were just pissing around again...hrmsssSsS.. it was sooo funnyyy. but i forgot everything tt happened today. hrmssSSSSs. shit.went dancing in the rain. was going to go watch wishing stairs but stupid ally and jia didnt want to. yeappppppppPPppP. today was so funn....but i still havent went out fer like ....5 days...... haha ive been sleeping everyday omg. sighhhHH.hrmsss. im tired... yawn. -beatriz*hugx`kissex*

b

+*`I feel my wings have broken in your hands,
I feel the words unspoken inside...
And they pull you under,
And I will give you anything you want, oh
You are all I wanted,
All my dreams are falling down,
Crawling around and around and around...


+*`Somebody save me,
Let your warm hands break right through it,
Somebody save me,
I dont care how you do it, just
Stay, stay
Cmon, Ive been waiting for you


+*`I see the world has folded in your heart,
I feel the waves crash down inside,
And they pull me under,
And, I would give you anything you want, oh
You are all I wanted,
All my dreams have falling down,
Crawling around and around and around...


+*`Somebody save me,
Let your warm hands break right through it,
Somebody save me,
I dont care how you do it, just
Stay, stay
Cmon, Ive been waiting for you,


+*`All my dreams are on the ground,
Crawling around and around and around...


+*`Somebody save me,
Let your warm hands break right through,
Somebody save me,
I dont care how you do it,
Just stay (stay with me)
I made this whole world shine for you...
Just stay, stay
C'mon, Im still waiting for you

came back from priscilla and patrinas awhile ago...haha. yknow i just went blogging and webbing and reading people guestbks are so fun cuz somewhere there in every guestbook theres bound to be flamers and flooders and people just dissing everybody else...bwahahha.. so damn funnyyy mans.. k anywayy..went to their house yesterdayy.me and pat went to serene to rent videos....then spent saturday night watching 3 scary vids..bwhaha..got damnnnnn fucking scared k...watched

-`*ginger snaps
-`*chuckys bride
-`*darkness falls

hahahaha..damnnn fun.. then stayed up till 1...and we were still too scared to sleepp...the tooth faerie in darkness falls ..whalao her face damnnnn scary kayy....hahhaha..then this morning we went to church..this australian girl cant stand her thinks shes so smart kept shouting dunno whats...sighh..then we went fer lunch at sushi tei @ wheellock place..........i felt sooo sick cuz i ate so much..yyeahh then we went back to their house and crapped arounddd..yeahh. basically tt was my weekendd...finally going back to sch tmrs...haven been back fer a week or something..

SERVICE-EANS THRIFT SHOP 17-19
COME SUPPORT US!!!-beatriz*screwtheretardwhoinventedtampons*

did i forget to mention tt life is a fucking bitch hunting me down? yeah. i think i did.

first of all i fucking didnt go to the fucking party in the fucking park because of fucking everything and everything fucking sucks. sucks shit. after i went to the dentist i went to forum to give vtae her bag and money...ate some fries and left to go pick my up my dad from the office which took life half a fucking hour.. then after tt he made me wait another 20 minutes..then he made me go to vals sch to watch val dance again.. which tk another 45 min..and by the time we got there her fucking dance was fucking over. it was such a fucking waste of time. then my fucking cousin called me and told me tt she wasnt fucking going. omg fuckinghell. then dad didnt let me go either. omg fuckinghell even more. then he fucking made me go to fucking east coast with him to eat. which took another hour... then we went to calvins chalet...then left after like 2 fucking minutes...what the fuck man this sucks shit.

everyone can go fucking suck my shit for all i care

gahhh just had power failure and i typed so much shit out its all lost noww... WHHAALLAAOOOEEHHHH anywayyy.. wha damn tired mann.. just came back from tennis at sec... damn tireddd tiredddtireedddddddhahahahsh. hrms. sorry lah abit madd. IM GONNA DIIIEEEEhrmss..anywayyy........so happy. cuz tonights PARTY IN THE PARK BABBYYY!!! haha. hrmss. gonna wear black corset with pink bikini top and tank inside ....and low waist jeans tt i wore yesterday [yesyes im dirty dont say anything else] anddddddd yeah! but my jeansll probly fall off..yeahh..thennnnnnnnn YEAH!! but should i go to the show first..or the chalet first??..my dad wants me to watch it again cuz he didnt go yesterday.. but if i do ill be watching it like..THREE FUCKING TIMESSS. joyy. hrmss. how ahh....???k nvm. anywayy. later got dentist at 4..then have to go forum drop off vtaes handbag+money.. then watch go vals sch watch show at 6-8..then go to PARTY IN THE PARKKKK!!!! woohhoo its the weekend baby!!hrmss. oh yeah yesterday i went to pick up hannah after she finished sch in my pjs barefooted and eating yoghurt BWAHAHAHAHA... haha.thenwent to serence center fer macs and bought momma a bday cake [see im so nice]..haha. yeahh..then we went to see lion king [my 2nd time]..then she left at intermission with my mom..and i was there with lenny and his parents... he kept taking fucked up photos of me and sending it to my mom.. ahh. then they left awhile after and left me there like a dumbfucking loner mann. anywayy...after tt waited fer cordy and val.. then sent cordy and sam home.. sams so wierd... he suddenly turned around and waved to me.. hahaha. wierdo.

this sarah soon damn wierd also.. on the court she starts laughing at dunno what and cannot stop.. haha sounds like......me. hahaha. k im being damn super extra RETARDED..........................WHAlLAlalalas.hrmss. yeah k then after going home went with my family to great world city crystal jade fer moommies bday dinner **HAPPPYYY BBDDAAYYY TOO YOOOOUUUUUUU********* bwahahahhhaa. k thennn.....then ward ahhs? yeah. haha. k i stink. gonna go take a showeeerrrr!! whahahahaha. -beatriz*trustyourvoicewithin+TE QUERIO BABY!*

ahh haven been going to school but sleeping for 3 days in a row..anywayy by the time i got to vals school her dance was over. whoops. then went to play tennis last night.. yayyy. sighh. going fer tennis training tmr morning. i thinkk. should i go????? lifes getting so boring. i havent even went out fer like..........3 daysssss! surprisesurprise!! gahh i should go out today. but its my moms birthdayy. k ill go out tmr... GIRLS NIGHT OUT!!!! hrmsss. yeah i should go now. -beatriz*saya cinta padamu*

ahhh. just woke up. nothing to say..but gonna have guitar then meeting val for her dress rehearsal..shes doing lion king this year. as a fucking elephants butt. bwaha. anyway, i know i said this before but i gotta say it again...

be at perfect 10 and cocacola's chihuahua dance party
14th nov friday 8pm at fort canning green
entry is free

-beatriz*je t'aime oncore*

gahh..fell asleep crying. as some people know today was a fucking waste of life. i couldve invented a new fucking ice cream flavor and earned a million bucks if not fer today. first there was the mom thing then tt bussing thing then tt maid thing. gahhhhhhhh. life is a bitch waiting to hunt me downn. anyway. i swear to myself im not going to sch this week anymore. if i hadnt gone to sch today and yesterday i couldve gotten my drivers license and ran away from this shithole called home. cried 3 times today. joy. locked myself in my room for 7 hours till half an hour ago. nickelback can really get the anger outta you. arghhh. im locking myself up in my room tmr the day after and till i die of total depression..i called vanny. didnt talk much cuz i just needed someone to talk to...didnt really think she could relate but..yeah. watched fucking anastacia in sch mans. how fucking stupid is tt its a show fer 5year olds not 12 year olds goddamnit. ughh. anyway after sch we were planning to go out but my mom appeared in the carpark to come pick me up..so i had to follow her fer awhile. and then she had to bring my brother to do tt ic shit it was such a total waste cuz she said i HAD to go cuz after tt my dad wanted to bring us out fer lunch. and then after we finished his ic thing we DIDNT go fer lunch omg i was so goddamn pissed. i waited 3hours fer tt woman and...UGH. and then i wanted to go meet jia and julie. then they fucking left without me already and they didnt want to wait for me. and they didnt get off at any stop so i couldnt fucking meet them. then at home my fucking maid put all my shit dunno where and read all my fucking old diaries.. UGHHHH. i shouldve just slit my wrist and died of loss of blood like i told vanny i would. -beatriz*perfectionisalie*

ahhhs. slep the whole day todayy. then went to play tennis with tits chermaine and dadee. saw kellyenes brother kelvin...whalao 2 months become damn fat..not fat chubby..no not chubby..like..meaty.. ahhh fergeddit hes fatter anywayy. still got damn alot of freckles..whalao chermaine play damnnnn good sia..and im damn pissed at them cuz theyre going up to costa sands resort come friday cuz theyre having a freaking party WITHOUT MEEE! . stupid bitches. whalianah my mom is damnnn irritating mansss. i got like 7 bags to give to thrift shop then tt woman scold me fer giving everything away.. whalao then yesterday you still scold me fer keeping so much shit in my room. fucked upp. then my dad came in my room lie down on my bed and eat my ice cream.. then started lecturing me about results.. then i started laughing at what he said which made him lecture me even more cuz i mean...who can take a fat man lying on my bed eating ice cream and licking chocolate off his fingers seriously? haha. its like....damn. ahh. wellwellwell. yeahh tts all fer todayy. thanks fer watching. -beatriz*te amo*

went to sch today fer like. 3 hours.haha. cuz i had...stomachache. yeahh hahah...oh yeah did i forget to mention tt julie decided to be a sugarcane drink maker when we went to newton the other day she slept over at midnight to buy satay...hahha.. then she was standing there watching the old man squash the sugarcanes and she was so amazed. hahahha. OMG im never ever taking a shower in the morning ever ever ever again.. its so fucking colldddddddd it freezes your vagina. hahahha. yeahhhhh. OH YEAH IM GOING TO PARTY IN THE PARK IM GOING TO PARTY IN THE PARK IM GOING TO PARTY IN THE PARK BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. yeahppppp. got hannah to go with me and bec and melly. and whoever else is coming CUZ IM GOING ANYWAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! muahahahaha..

btw miss you-know-who-you-are if you dont bring back my hat for me then you better get down on your knees and pray tt youll still be alive the next day

yeah IM GOING TO PARTY IN THE PARKKKK BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAA. and its FREE oh and fer 15bucks you can get a shirt the chihuahua dance party cd and a RADIOCARD!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno what the fuck tt is but WHO CAREEESSSS CUZ IM GOING TO PARTY IN THE PARRRRRKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahaha. -beatriz*watchoutpartyintheparkCUZHEREICOMEEEE*

haha...last nights entry was damn screwed up manss. too tired cannot think liaosss..kayyys. haha....AHHHH i want jia freakin juns room manssss...its purple and pink!!!! and her sisters blue and greeen...whoop! its damn nice... damn damn damn damn damn damn niceeeeeee. ggaaahhhhhhhhhhhh. should i say how much it is? nope. i shouldnt right. yeah. shouldnt.hahass. oh yeahhh haha yesterdayss when we were taking neoprints...we were designing them and this whole bunch of malay guys with piercings all over their face hahaha...they like opened the curtain and put their head on the arms and pretended to be very interesteddd...hahaha. then there was this one called lesbo love...and me and hannah were on the top licking each others tongues..hahah then the guy saw and he started woohoo-ing and he stuck his finger between our faces and was like "yeahyeah! very good! very good!" hahahhaha...it was damnnnnnnn funny manss. hahahhaha.. then they were telling us which one was nice and all tt shit..hahahhaha damnnnn fucking funnnyyyyy....hahahahahha...hahahass..and jias dog tried to fucking bite off my fingers.. it was this damn huge golden retriever...and it was just lying there...then i pet its head and jia saw and she started screaming asking me to go awayy...hahaha... then suddenly it jumped up and tried to bite my fingers...omg hahhaha i was scared shitless and it started chasing after me... hahahhaa..shit lahss. ahahahahaahahaaaaaa damn farnniiiiss.....bwahahhhaaha. omg yknow friendster is freaking me out.. i was looking through the gallery and i saw all my sisters and brothers friends and people i know and blablablabla... like singapores so small youll know almost everybodyy...yeah. true ward... last time i went out after dinner fer dessert with fergot who then i saw these 2 gays on a date.. and i saw them 3 weeeks later walking together again outside a hotel.....hahass..sighhh. im so tireddd...should i go out todayyy. stupid jias gonna go swimming again..hrmss. i need to get a fucking tann -beatriz*tequerio*

hhhheeelllloooowwwiiieeee!!!!!!! just came back from jia juns NEW house mannssss. damn niceeee. anywayyyyy..me and julie didnt go to sch yesterdayyy..haha then i asked julie to come to my house to sleep in the morning.... hahas anywayyyyy..after sch...hannah came over with my famous amos then jia and julie came..then what happened? gahhh. cannot remember...sorry very tired cannot think..oh we swam again.. and i suntanned... and when i got into the sun.. the sun goes away.. when i get out of the sun .. the sun comes out again.. haizzzz. anywayyyyy...thennnn..we were gonna go out fer dinner again budden we didnt cuz.... i dunno why... haha.. then after jia left my dog almost died cuz it chewed up my soft green pillow and ate all the fucking shit inside... GgrggGRgGRgGR AHAHHHhhhHhhHHHhH. thenss.julie slept over.. haha so funnn.... then this morning me and juls went to buy macs at KAP and went to jias house.. damn nice siaaaaaaaaaahh..im damn jealous mann. especially her fucking room kayy.. at night when you on the lights its damnnnn niceeeeeee. anyway we swam again fer like the 4th day in a row.. haha....AH her 2 kittens damn cute... so small.. like the size of....a..a....a.... aiya but damn small lahs damn cute.. one yoda one dunno what.. cringle or pringle or crinkle or dunno what shit lahss... then we went back to orchard at 7 something.. then went back to her house and 9...hahassssss. omg saw this american or latin lady with her husband.. walking around and she was in this black spaghetti.. which was probly like 10 cm short.. and a miniskirt as short as her tank..haha and she exposed her whole belly and she put this damnnn long silver chain as her belly button ring.. and platform shoes like damnnn high. and tattoos everywhere...sighh. whats the world coming to??anywayyyyy then ate at jias house again..haha spongebobbbb..hahahhaahsawejglfhsefgjsdkfgksdjfh. ssighhh. oh i found out how to use friendster liaos.. yayy i so smart.. hahaassss. whalalalla. anywayyyy.. then after juls left and i was the only one dere at like 10 or something my dad decided to abandon me there and not pick up his phone....so i stayed till likw now.. then he come and call me and scold me why i never call him.. haha...hahahah when we were waiting fer my dadee me and jia were going crazeeeeee mansss... then jia go send this stupid messages to julie...haha :

sorry i am bored. my bikini is falling down. i am spinning on the chair.im gonna throw up.i am the bed purposely to fart. like alone only the two of us. i am a crazy lunatic. sniffff..i have lice and i go newton and dandruff in my head. it is very itchy.my dad is going to die. im never giving him my ice cream again.

hahahahha. retarded. hahaha. okayyy im tired i dunno what im typing gnights.. -beatriz*ichliebedich*

TONGUE LICKIN!!!
hahah.nothingnothing.inside shit..lolsss.wah cannot breath manss..just came back from girls nite out v.3!!!.anywayys..went fer guitarr...today spent alot more time talking to darius than playing guitarr..hrms. anywayy..after tt..i cant remember what i did. hrms.

anywayyss. didnt go to sch todays again..then momma woke me up at like...12ish and went to eat lunch at paragon sushi tei.. and bought alott of shit from blood brothers...damn cool. very nice fer going dANciNG.. :):):) ..muaha...thenn. hannah and jia and queefanana called me during lunch and told me they were goingsta meet me at paragon.. then they called 15 min later and they were still in school.. haha stupidd..anyway..so they wlaked to my house.. hannah jia queefanana celine and ally..then i went home and banged the door on hannah..whoops sorry...hahasss. then we shitted aroundd...then we went swimminggg...bwahaha..thens calvin was having band practise so i went to disturb them and sang horribly offtune ..haha i started shrieking..bwahahah..then showered and shitt...messed up my whole room..

girls nite out v.3

then at like..730ish we went to eat dinner at heeren.. but we went to take neoprints ferstt....tk 2...ally was moping cuz she said she lkd badd or somethingg...dunno lahss.. but she cheered up :)..thenn we went to eat marcheee... o0o saw esther... mommas manicurist.. o0o saw her bf.. very ttalll.. wahlao esther damn chio..her face damn cuteee...hees anywayy...thenn after we finishedd...we went to the magazine store.. and the indian guy was talking some gibberish to us..o0o wierdoooooo.then we went out to sit at the stone thingyy.....thennn went back homee... which is noww..the [naughtynaughty] ..bwahahhaha..nopenope nothing...haha.thennnnnnn hannah spat sprite and a whole lotta saliva all over meeeeeeeeeeee....im all sticky now..it just totally exploded over mee...grosss. yuckk my whole house smells like ass.. bwaha. should i go sch tmrs. -beatriz*lickylicky*

whalalas. just took a damn nice shower. heeeees. went ter the fricken zoo today. reminded me abt primary1...haha. actually quite lahs...like alot of other schools were dere also.. anyway..went with von and jess those people lahs.. and walked alotttt...haha and we walked into this snake thing..a walkthrough snake cage-y thingyyy .. hahas damnnnn funny..and blablablasssss.. saw lynn from bowling.. and tt very tall skinny guy...o0o i like trains *calling all angels*. hahas just came on the radio damn nice... anywayyy.. ate roti prata...hees. yummy. they all think my style of eating rotaprata is damn gross..haha cuz i tear it.. then roll it..then dip into curry.. then dip into sugar and eat it.. bwahahaha. what?? nice wards.omg yuckkkk i hate kym marsh shes such a fricken wannabe..

anywaysss..thens saw jia and followed her instead.. haha. they said i was mean cuz i abandoned them.. :(. haha anywaysss. thens we saw this damn big crocodile.. like longer than a car...my god.. rui kept screaming. tt pig. hahas. then we went into the duck enclosure shit.. the walkthrough also.. hahaha. this cute squirrel kept following us.. haha so cute!!!! then i saw chicks and rabbits.. and started carrying it.. OH YEAH i played with a pig :))) it was so damn cute kayyyy..it was black summore.. and this other really bigg pig.. and some lambs...and sheepp.. theyre so mean.. they pierce the sheeps ears and put plastic tags innit. so gross. juls new names queefanana.. whalala.anywaee. then we went to the playground.. hahasss.. and theres this playpool thingy.. and stupid rui wet my whole damn dress.. and after we ate we went back... yeah tt was our zooday..hass. so funn... i thought it wouldve been lammmeee and borrinnng but we ended up being allowed to go aorund ourselves so tt was pretty funn..oh god tt wang lee hom dunno what shit is so wannabe... my goddd yuck the fucking radios playing his fucking shitass song...yay evanessence..anywayy...got guitar with jessie.. bye fer nowss -beatriz*hugx+kissex*

:( heem hian said i wasnt nice :(. anywayyy hahah just nows so funny cuz char accidentaly walked right into the bedpost.. so she got balakoo on her forehead.. then after everyone left..my maid saw and she went crazy mans.. she was like "omg! what happened?? " then she was like running up to get ice.. and she told char to rub her hair on her bump so itll go away.. hahahahaaa..and she was like asking me to "lend" char my hair.. hahahahahah.then she started rubbing chars hair on her bump and char fell back onto the chair.. hahahhaa..and hahahaa.. she was either crying or laughing.. or both.. hahahaha. damnnnn funny.. hhahaha. i wanna go party in the park -beatriz*mwuahs*

bwaahahahahahahahahaha. me julie jia izzy and char and van went to watch uptown girls todayy. at great world. lets see. the movie was funny touching sadd happy and cutee. bwahahaha. yeahh damn funny mansss. izzy is reading this now standing like a hawker showing everyone her vagina. hahahhaa.yesyes. and we were 3min late but oh wells. nice movie anyway. EeeEEEEEEeE. the guy is so cute. bwahahahahaha. jia agrees with me. bwahahahaahahahHHAhAHAHhahHA. im evil. after the movie we went to eat kfc. i ate too much cheese so i have headache. anyway everyones back in my room like messing the whole place up playing in the dark. hahas dont ask. whalalala.i like john mayer. hes ugly but i like his voice :)) damnnn sexaye mans.. muahahhaa. i wanna go to party in the parkk. -beatriz*bwahahaha*

dont just love me,love me

o0o. schs such a waste of time...didnt go. theyre gonna go to sch and drink tea. wtf. anywayyy. i kinda had 3 choices...
-just go to sch
-tennis training at secondary at 8
-tennis lessons with my mom at sicc at 7
ah well. i didnt choose any of them. bwahahahaa. hahaha. oh vanny and me were having this hella funnnnnyyyyy convo last night..on msn with these pple... omg it was so damn fricken funny...i swear..and thne my dad came in halfway ..like not wearing a shirt.. and i was laughing cuz of the convo so he started laughing.
right. and then he picked up my devil stick and tried to stick it up my ass again..hahahah. but it was soosooossooosooosos funny....bwahahahahahaha. im eevvviil. *winkwink* bwahahahahahahah. nothingnothing. inside jk with me and vanny. oh yeah vanny in case your computer conked up last night and you didnt read my gnight message here goes..
**nightynightsleeptightsdearwinkwinkbwahahaimevillyesiamluffluffyouanywaeeeeeetightesthugx+sloppiestkissexmwuah** -beatriz*winkwink*

``considering wether i should go out today or not.. :[

!!ATTENTION ATTENTION!!
wanna spend the evening with hot, sexy, sweaty bodies with no walls to restrict you?
!!come to party in the park featuring the chihuahua dance craze!!
!!14 november 2003 from 8pm onwards doors open 6pm!!
!!fort canning green!!
!!entry is free!!

-broghttoyoubybeatriz

aha. slept again..sheesh. im suck a pig [high5 rui].but i was like lying down on the bed already and then clara asked me to go fer tennis training tmr.. then sarah and yingyi joined the convo and they kept me awake fer like anudder hour. haiz...so slept at 4.30 only till 7ish..and in bed i was bored so i startedd eating twisties..i ate 3packs of twisties..5pieces of icecream...and i ...k hold on

k back. my dad was gonna bang down my door. and when i opened it he said bye. wtf. anywaez.
yeah the point is im eating toooo much. im toooo fat. i have a lil tummy already.yeah i know everyone has one but..mine like sticks outt. sighhh. o0o i like michelle branch *breathe* damn fuckin nice siaaa.

ive been driving fer an hour just talking to the rain..you say ive been driving you crazy and its keeping you away...blablabla if i just breathheee ..let it fill the space between ill know tt everythings alright. k humdeedum. after eating took a shower. and here i am being bored. oh i found a lollipop stick in my shower rack. lol. i used to eat lollipops in the shower. muahahahHAHAHAaaa. im eevil. o0o invisible just came on. i think the subaru dunno pretsa comp is really moronic mans. stand there till you cant feel yer legs with your hand on a car..damnnn sutpid mann. but i like the car.. ;)..my moms manicurist has it..black color..damnnn cool. i like those cars in 2fast2furious..all those personalised stuff. hummm.eee i wanna play tennis. my dad just asked me to go play tennis budden i just tk a shower and im too lazy nowws. too sleepy ;) omg theres really something wrong with the way im typing k..all messed up. oh bernice intro-ed me to tt friendster thing...my sister has it but i dunno what the hell it is so i didnt bother.. k gonna sign up laters.OMG i just remembered. when i was talking to clara yingyi and sarah they told me tt tabi has RETAINED..so shell be in MY FUCKING YEAR. omg. im so. insulted. GAGGGGHHH (pronounced as gah) -beatriz*insultedbutistillloveyounother*

omg school was so funny fer some reason today..as some people know we went to botanical gardens fer field trip today and...hahas it was just the funniest day of my life probly...fer those who didnt go like vanny too bad cuz it was hella fun..anyway.. we got there at like 830 or something.. and it was really hott.. and i brought so much damn food which all dissapeared now. gross theres mud on my hand. hahas ill tell you why after..anyway so me+von+jess+shuying+sarah+rhea+leanne+hoiguen+kim+i forgot who were on this friggin biiiigggggggg mat..and we were just there eating and shitting around then ally+hannah+stephanie+carrie+izzy+amanda and all came and sat next to us and hannah was eating kim kans bee hoon.. muaha. retarded k anywayyy..then after awhile me and julie (she was sitting with jia they all like further down the hill) were having a competition like who can shout queef the loudest hahah. she was like QUEEF! then i shouted QUEEFER shes like QUEEFIST im like QUEEFIE hahaha damn funny manss...hahasss. then we chilled out [under the sun] then i was like running around like..retarded. and i went to kelly and sat on her tiny tiny mat..accidentaly crushed sarajoys feet+rachels cards+basiccaly everything was messed up after i sat down.. hahahaha. damn funny. oh then i gave kelly her birthday letter...and she thought it was really pathetic cuz i was just talking shit in dere...muaha. then went to jia's mat and stuff...o0o yeah after a long while like five of us jia ally hannah izzy and i cant remember who we went to crap around on the big stage.. and i was totally digracing+degrading the school cuz i sang cheeky girls and limp bizkit and stuff and yvonne and me were shaking our asses like cameronn diaz in charlies angels muahaha so funn. then they got off the stage and i got the whole thing to myself muaha so i did a "ballet recital" i call it *ballet under the stars* muahaha. then i ballet-ed fer like 5 whole minutes omg it was so tiring. how do people do so much ballet? damn. hahaha. then everyone who saw started clapping and laughing they were all like BOO and stuff but it was so funnnnnn. hahahas. oooh yeah then geraldine [iz tt her name..i dunno they call her hooker haha] came up to my and she was like "omg! the elite model search thing!' haha so we all walked all the way up to the orchid thingy..and saw like a damn lot of chio girls man... all the models. omg theyre damn freaking pretty i tell you k. damn hott sia.. i was so jealous i wanted to go home. yeah then one of them was from singapore [they were all mixed] and she was only 14 and she was like...damn freaking tall like 3 heads taller than me i swear...damn tall. but not as pretty as the others. whalao they were damn chio. im so jealous. im so jealous. im so damn fucking jealous.

k anywayys. haha then the models went into the orchid thingy.. so we tried to get in but you have to pay so we sneaked in by the other side but we lost them cuz they went into another trail.. sighh. so sadd. but alot of them were damn bitchy stand like got attitude problem..and one of them was wearing a skirt as long as ...a..a what. a shoe. yeah k. like a 15cm ruler. but she was damn chio. i think i said tt many times but still. damn chio. man. so jealous. anyway...then we sat on the stairs making a hella lot of noise..haa. sighh the rest of the time i forgot what i was doing...hrms. oh. found out andrew-the-bus-drivers name was actually henry. people only thought his name was andrew cuz he used to have long hair and he thought he looked like the singer ah-du.. so everytime people got on his bus hed be like "da jia hao. wo shi ah-du" but it sounded like andrew. so yeah. i should seu him fer sexual harrassment. and i found him smoking on school grounds so i cant SUEEEEE HIMMM . muaha. im eeevvvil. -da jia hao wo shi beatriz*

found this pretty interesting web on love.. love stories and 100 different ways to say "i love you" in different languages here :

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha wau ia oi
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te ubesk
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe

yeapp. my fav one is te quiero (spanish)..haha.. once i read it i thought of enrique iglesias's song. i hate tt guy his mole annoys me.. sighh. went to carrefour just noww.. bought alott of chips fer picnic tmr.. bought alot of hooch+bacardi breezers cuz its time to PARTYYY. hehaxx. o0o bought my pineapple tart also. sighhs. well yeah. gonna take a shower. -beatriz*ilovelove*
what i did fer love
a touching love story

hahas. watched bubble boy last night..damn fuckken funny movie mans. its like a old jake gyllenhall movie <--dont make fun of me cuz i cant spell his last name

anywaysss. woke up at lunch time again today..i hafta stop making [waking up past breakfast and merely over lunch] a habit. yeahh.im not eating right..hahas. anyway.. momma cooked couscous and veal today. saw the new nickelback video *someday*...felt like crying but couldnt cuz i dont normally cry when i watch stuff.i kinda missed the first half but based on the second half i guess i know what the story is.. its like..[from where i started watching] this girl starts crying standing in front of a table where the guys sitting.. and theres a spilled glass of milk on the floor.. and a newspaper with half of the words covering and the pic of the guy on it..and the girl starts walking out the door carrying her luggages and stuff and she steps in the milk.. so it leaves footprints..and the guy follows her asking her to come back and he steps in the milk too but he doesnt leave any footprints..and she gets into the car and starts crying and the guy stands in front of the car making her stop but she just drives and the guy starts chasing after the car..and in the mirror you can see the guy chasing but when she looks at it you cant see anything..and then she runs through a red light and a truck runs over her car killing her..and her spirit comes out and hugs the guy. then at the end of the video you can see the whole newspaper tt says "boy killed in tragic bridge accident" so sad right?

yeah. ok tt was loong.. hahas and me and my sis watched american pie the wedding again. then she stopped halfway cuz she needed to go up and take a shit but she restarted the whole damn thing.. haiz. gonna go to carrefour to buy shit fer tmr. mondays botanical gardens fer picnic...tuesdays tea culture..thursdays zoo and fridays science center..yeap. damn lame right. zoo summore mans. i went there in p1. and now were p6. wahbiangah. -beatriz*alienonbroadway*

crap. i think tonight was the scariest night of my life..k see me and my family went fer dinner at raffles hotel..some steak place. when we walked in..this halfdrunk australian said something to me i forgot what....then we went in and ate..and there were 4 courses..and the first 3 courses had wine with it.. so everyone got wine..and there were 6 glasses each person.. and my mom drank too much..and i think it mixed with the oil..cuz the steak was too oily.. so when we left she felt really sick and she was all red.. (which i got from her so when we drink we go completely red)anyway so she felt like throwing up so she went to the bathroom but she decided to go home..and we were waiting fer the lift and this fat indian woman came and she already knew my momma didnt feel so good. so when we came out of the lift my mom couldnt really walk.. and she was stumbling the whole way and she was gonna lean aainst the wall but she just blacked out and collapsed..it was really loud cuz she fell back flat..and she fell on her head damn hard..i was damn scared shitless mans.the indian lady saw and helped me pull my mom up..and she cant even remember anything nows... anyway so i let her rest on the bench.. and i called my brother cuz he and my dadee and my sis were at the carpark.. but he didnt believe me..so my dadee only came after like five min..then the waiter of the bar was damn nice and gave my momma a glass of water and axe oil..so she felt better.. then after 5 min we started to leave..and i went to put the water and oil back but the waiter was gone.. so i put it on the table.. and this other wierdo kept talking to me.so i was like damn and i walked back with my parents..and we walked past this group of people.. 2 girls and 2 guys.. they were damn sluttish mans.. one was wearing this loose and damn lowcut thing half of her boobs were hanging out and the other woman was wearing a black shirt like cut all the way right below her boobs..haha.but she pierced her belly! whalaos. i damn jealous. haiz.my mom was like..uuhhmm. hahas.

anywaeee forget my scary night. its saturday night and im stuck at home. pooey. im grounded!!!!!. pooey. haizz.oh yeah happy belated bday ed ..(hes born on halloween) not fair right? he told me just now..haiz. hope yer out having fun clubbin or something while im stuck at home..haiz.k i think ill go watch a movie in the basement or something. and eat my halloween candy. yeahh. -beatriz*scarrriiee*

yeahh so here i am on a perfect dark saturday...WASTING my perfect dark saturday at least. listening to *paper heart*__all american rejects + *feeling this*__blink182 over and over again..before this i was strying to find tt blog. trying but i cant so practically giving up right now..blink182 has a new album..*feeling this* if you dont already know...just watched the video. hahas. shows older teens either in jail or theyre insulting boarding schools. yeahh. well theres one part where this girl and a boy see talk to each other in those places where the visitors talk to them in jail? yknow? and they start making out-with the glass between them hahahha. then they start taking off their clothes and etcetc. its pretty amusing.wells. had to wait another 20 minutes fer my mom to come back before she could drive me to tanglin mall... she was spossed to wash her hair and i was spossed ot buy my lunch and wait fer tt woman.

and she asked me to buy her coffee.so i was paying and she called me to tell me tt she had to wait 20 minutes and shed come down to drink it..so i sat there waiting fer her like 5-8 minutes and she calls me and shes like 'whered you go?im sitting here waiting for you and i saw my friend can you come now' i was like wtf im waiting fer YOU. ughh. so tt delayed my lunch by another half an hour..bought my macs and went home. yknow. you either like your job or hate your job. people who serve you at macs with black faces totally just not wanting to take you seriously bug me..they like do things anyhow as people call it.damn. well tts just how i think. so entertain me.

im wasting my life. life is a bitch. bitches screw. screw you. youre queef. queefs gay. gay is happy. happy i am. i am happy. im going nuts. i need to do something. but i just ate like a double cheese burger large fries apple pie and orange mcfizz. yeah tt was my lunch btw.

lunch at 530.gaygaygaygaygay.now i know what it feels like to be fasting. tho you have to get up at like 4am before the sun rises and wait fer the sun to rise then you can eat. damn. dont think id survive. but happy fasting everyone. im gay. im talking crap. i shouldnt be. but now i should. i think i wanna sleep. but ive slept fer 14 hours in the morning already..ah wells. going out fer dinner laters. yeahhh. saturday night tonight eh? very the boring eh? whalao. im spending saturday at homeeeee. so saddd. i miss the freedom i had before i turned all like...well yeah i wont mention anything about my past except if its uh. i dunno what im saying larhs.i want flowers. i want a wedding gown. i wanna go sing karaoke. hees. funn.

please just dont play with me. my paper heart will bleed. this wait fer destiny wont do..be with me please i beseech you..simple things tt make you run away..catch you if i can. tears fall down your face..the taste is something new..

blablabla. i like tt song. paper heart. so nice. yum. -beatriz*youremystar*

just spent an hour reading other peoples blogs.wasnt planning on blogging but decided to use some time to actually do something and not sit around and bum. hrmz. well first off woke up an hour and a half ago..in other words 2PM..stayed in bed using the laptop..chatted fer awhile and went to take a shower. tho i couldnt use my own shower cuz the dog made a hellaoffa mess in dere. newspapers and piss everywhere..totally disguisting.. so i used the shower in my parents room.. blasted the music [all american rejects] and spent a good 30minutes in there...couldve spent longer but the hot water was running out.. :(. which leads to right now. bumming around..home alone since im grounded and i cant go out cuz of some stupidass reason.yeahh. totally bored now. totally feel like kicking my moms ass right now. cuz of her i haven ate breakfast and lunch. and she wants me to wait fer another half an hour before i can go buy lunch. ugh. cant wait to get my own drivers license. well yeahh tts about it i guess. i wanna go out. -beatriz*youremycandy*